Addicted {Heath Hussar}

Mistakes - Part 11

Heaths P.O.V

Do you ever look into the mirror and stare straight at your face and realize ever mistake you've made?

Feeling like you've lost what's yours, the girl you want, the girl you need. Leaving your friends. Giving up.

I've spent a while staying back with my family, and trust me I've enjoyed it but I just can't go without everyone anymore. Especially not Elizabeth.

A while ago my phone was destroyed and I lost all of my contacts and I got most back, except for hers. I could get it, I could reach out.

I'm not scared of talking to her, I'm just scared of her responding to my text and asking who it was. As if she had already moved on, deleted me from not only her phone but her life. And that destroys me inside.

But what probably hurts the most is not knowing what I did for all of this to happen..

Every memory of her washed to shore and I tried to flush them out, but I just couldn't. Nothing new, I'm just trying to push every feeling I have left out. Maybe start new with someone else.

After thinking of my life for a while I couldn't take it anymore, I had to get out and distract myself from these depressing thoughts. So I left.

It was already 10:44 at night on New Years but I just got things I needed to get out of there. Away from my parents house, away from my friends. Away from life.

Elizabeth's P.O.V

"You're such a pussy David! Come on what's one party going to hurt? It's New Years!" Alex exclaimed out at David as we all just laughed at the confrontation.

David doesn't want to go out because "it's too dangerous" Alex is right. What a pussy. I sat there laughing to my self as the argument continued.

"Because Alex I don't want to."

"Your tesla is literally a fucking designated driver!" Zane yelled laughing at David while he grabbed Davids keys from off of the counter and started walking away.

"What the fuck Zane?" David yelled at him while chasing him out the door, and of course everyone else followed.

David's the only reason we haven't gone anywhere, I looked down at my phone and of course it's already 11:02.

"We're gonna miss everything interesting." Alex pouted while wrapping both of his arms around me, giving me warmth and waves throughout my body.

"Oh shut up. Be patient baby." I giggled while he pressed his lips against mine and I deepend the kiss.

Heaths P.O.V

After a long 20 minutes of wandering I finally made my way into a bar. Great a bunch of idiots to drink with in New Years.

I sat down and ordered myself a drink and sat back to take in what was happening. Never in a million years did I see myself in this predicament. Alone in a bar in a different state from my home, from my friends.

My beer came and I just sat there staring at it blankly.

"You know you're supposed to drink it not stare at it?"

I looked over to my right to see a skinny blonde sitting down next to me giggling.

"Well let me admire its beauty before the next one." I laughed while drinking a lot more then I should have.

"You sure do got a taste in good beer." She scooted closer to me while winking at me and setting down her purse.

"Is that now? And what's your name?" I looked up and down at her asking for her name.