" You will never be good enough!"
" Why are we still together!?"
" No one will ever like you, you are just so ugly!"
" Why did I even go out with you!?"
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I sat in deep thought remembering those hurtful words that were said. Why didn't I just leave, why did I put myself through that?
Tears started to fall, I couldn't control them. They just fell... like when your phone falls and you can't save it. "Jorden are you still here?" " Yes I'm sorry, can you please repeat the question?" "How do you feel now that it's over?", said Mrs.Anderson
"It still hurts every single time I think about it. I feel as if he is still here with me." "Jorden that's all we have for today, see you next week." As I walk out of the room my counselor told me to stay strong. I have never wanted to end all of this more than now.
I just need someone to talk to other than my counselor. You just sit in a room pouring out all your emotions, while she takes notes. It feels like she doesn't even listen to a word I say. As I arrived at home, the constant reminder of loneliness was welcoming me with open arms. Even though I live with my mom, it still feels lonely. She's hardly here anyway.
I don't think I can handle school tomorrow , I thought to myself. But I have to graduate, I have to do this for my mom. I saw the note left on the refrigerator say, " I have to work late, but I put leftovers in the fridge
-Mom
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Hey everyone I hope you like this so far I know it's hella depressing but, what can I say it could take a turn.
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