Come back to me

I love you but I still hate you too!

India
The nurses didn't let anyone in. August had a heart attack and almost died. Trevor and tatiyana is here with me waiting. I haven't seen Odell and I have called.

Whatever August said to her made her heart speed up. We pray and wait. We all go to talk to her every day.

It's been a week and she still haven't woken up. August had to stay a few days and today is his last day before he gets discharged.

I want and need my Bestfriend to come back. A bitch going insane.

Zendaya

I don't know where I am.  I feel weak but at peace. I can see and hear everything but I can't speak or move.

I finally know why August said those things. It's like God showed be the past. I saw that day when August broked my heart... I watched August and tatiyana talk about me. I watched me being beaten from James. I watched how broken my family was when I left. I watched how scared and afraid I was growing up. I saw the first day meeting August. I remember the first of everything with August. I also saw how broken I was when I lost him😢

Then God showed me the future. I married August and we had a little girl. We lived in a Mansion and we was a happy family. I was happy.

Finally God showed me the present... He showed me why Megan did what she did. He showed me that Odell did love me.... He showed me that August had a heart attack when I was gonna die. He showed me how sad my Bestfriends are. He showed me my fans being worried. He showed me how much August loved me and lastly he showed me a skinny and pale I looked on the hospital bed....

I had good and bad times. I came so far so why give up now. I'm a famous model with a bunch of loved ones. I want my future to come true.

Besides I can't leave my love ones broken. I hate and love august. He literally had a heart attack so if I die he might die too and I can't allow that.

I can't give up ...
August
I got discharged a few hours ago and decided to go see Zendaya. I haven't been allowed to leave my room until today.

Zendaya was still looking the same way already making me cry.

Hae beautiful... I'm sorry that I havent come but I had a heart attack and want allowed to get out of bed. I love you and need you because... If you die I die. I can't imagine a life without you and I refuse to find out. Come back please! I'm sorry for hurting you! I'm so so sorry!....

She squeezed my hand so I looked up at her. She slowly opened her gorgeous eyes.

A:" hey,"
Z:" h-hi." Her voice was breaking up.
A:" y-you ca-ame back."
Z:" water."

I called the nurses in one had a cup of water. After she was done drinking they started asking was she ok and how she feel. They left us too alone.

Z:" Are you ok?"
A:" now I am."
Z:" where everyone else at?"
A:" I asked them to stay in the waiting room while we talk."
Z:" talk about what?"
A:" what do you want?"
Z:" What you mean?"
A:" Do u want me to leave you alone is that why you came back?"
Z:"No!"
A:" then what made you come back?"
Z:" August.. I love you. I will always love you. You saved me from James. You was my first for everything. But... I can't just stop hating you even if I know why you did everything. You still broked my heart."

A:"I understand but I promise you if you give me another chance I will never hurt you again."
Z:" I just got my heart broken by someone I thought I could trust. Then another person I trusted was trying to hurt me too. I don't know who to trust and right now I need to be alone to think. I need time."

A:" ok I'll wait and give you space."
Z:" thank you."
A:" I will see you later.ok."
Z:"sure thing.