Come back to me

Baby Shower

August

A month later

A month ago I found out I was going to have a son. Someone who will be the Minnie me. It didn't matter what gender the baby was but I was hoping to have a son.

Then zendaya had to fucking ruin it. Don't get me wrong I want to marry her. I'm just so damn tired of everyone rushing me to do it.

My mother,brothers, friends, now zendaya. I may overreacted about the situation but it wasn't funny to me.

I want to marry her exactly when I feel the time is right. I don't want to feel pressured or rushing into it. I also want to wait still she have my son.

Last night was my last performance on my tour. Today is zendaya baby shower but she don't know I'm coming so I'm the surprise.

I can't wait to see her. I can't wait to hold my son. I just hope it's no bullshit today because my babies don't need to be stressed.

Zendaya

I honestly is ready to get today over with. Now anyone else would be estastic about today,but I'm tired of being pregnant and my baby daddy not even coming.

I just want to stop being pregnant and have august back. I just want today to go by fast. I didn't even want a baby shower but my parents and sisters wanted one and India already planned it.

I'm getting out the white limo and arrived to my location. I got a throne with my name on it so I took a seat.

Everyone would come up and say hello or congratulations. We have games where you put a gender on a paper on which you think the baby is and whoever who have it right get a prize.

Another game is where whoever can eat a whole can of baby food gets money. India added a white board where people write baby names just to help us with naming the baby.

The color themes are white and gold which is classy just how I like it. The food we have is wings and rice from some Chinese place. The deserts are cheesecake, red velvet cake and key lime cupcakes.

I:"So how do you like every thing girl?"
Z:"Everything is wonderful thank you."
I:"What's wrong then?"
Z:"I miss august I mean I'm having his baby and he isn't even here."

I:"He have a career."
Z:"I know but it's not fair."

I:"You will be ok just try to have fun please and stop faking it."
Z:"Ok."

By the way, my baby shower is on tv like the camera men is in every corner but everyone still acting normal.

10 minutes later

My fat ass eating this good ass cupcake like no other. On the first game Trevor and Madison is tied up and my cousin won the game with the baby food.

A lot of people came up with a lot of good baby names. We was about to open the presents until the music turned off.

Here goes august come and august starts singing to me. Everyone was in awe but my sensitive ass was just crying. When he finished his song he came to me and wiped my tears then kissed me like he was saying goodbye.

Z:"W-What are you doing here?"
A:"My tour is finished I just wanted to surprise chu ma."

I hugged him so tight.
Z:"August I missed you so fucking much."
A:" I missed you too."

T:"Ahem... sorry to break up y'all reunion but what is megan and Odell here with some buff ass man."

I turned my head at the entrance and there they was. I see them every week for the show and every time I see them I feel sick to my stomach.

The man beside them is a man I wish I could never seen. James also known as my abuser,also known as my kidnapper,also known as my biological father.

The whole room got silent. I looked at my mom and she just walked slowly to the bathroom.

A:"What the fuck are y'all doing here?!"
M:"The producer said we was invited."
A:"but,we fucking didn't! And why tf you here,!",he said looking at Megan then James.

J:"Megan is my daughter."
Z:"She your what."
J:"My daughter, your half sister."

I:"Before anyone start yelling or fighting how about we all just continue the day then talk about this after."

Z:"she's right I'm not gonna let the 3 motherfuckers I will forever hate ruin my day."

The music turned on and the rest of the party I acted like they didn't exist. My mom was ok as long as he didn't say anything to her.

We revealed the gender and everyone was so excited. Momma Sheila and my momma kept saying Ima be a grandmother. Mel,Travis kept saying Ima be a uncle and the girls ( Mel daughters) was also excited as well.

Z:"Excuse me everyone I just wanted to thank all of you for coming."

A:"We already know what we're gonna name the baby and we wanted to tell y'all.

Z:" the baby name will me August Lee Alsina jr."

Everyone clapped.

Z:"We also wanted to thank y'all for the gifts as well."
A:"We also wanted to tell y'all who gonna be the godparents to our son."

Z:" the god mother will be if she accepts is my best friend India love brooks."

Everyone clapped.
I:"Thank you so much and of course I accept chy."

Everyone laughed including me and august.

A:"His godfather will be if he accepts my best friend Chris brown."
C:"Me! Really?"

A:"well bruh do you acc..."
C:" Men of course."

They bro hugged.

Today was better then I thought it would be, but as soon as everyone leave I will have to talk about everything... every thing...