The Player(Camren)

C. 4 Flashbacks

I sat on that couch for hours just thinking about Claire."I miss you so much baby girl",I whispered falling into a flashback.

"come on Lauren were gonna get pnemonia",Claire shouted back to me through the pouring rain.I chased her through the park as rain pounded the ground with growing force. "CLAIRE",I shouted as a crack of lightning struck the ground beside her.I heard her screaming and crying as she ran towards me throwing herself into my arms."shh I've got you",I cooed calming her down"come on let's get toe the car.I picked her up and carried her to my car, her trembling body felt weightless in my arm. "I'm so in love with you",I whispered not expecting her to hear it."I'm in love with you too",she said back just we got to the car. She turned her head and kissed me for all it was worth.i set her down and got on my knees and purposed"Claire I know I'm not perfect and Ive done some wrong in my past but I truly love you and I want to marry you..i don't have a ring right now but I am going to get one if you say yes.. So Claire will you marry me.""Yes yes of course", she said pulling me to my feet"i love you."I placed my lucky necklace around her neck and we got in the car. We were so caught up in each other we didn't notice the small changes in the semi in front of us.Before I could serve a giant pile ripped through half of my car killing my Fiance and ejecting me out of the car.

The flashback ended and I shot back into reality screaming."Hey,Laur..hey",Camila called my name's a shocked Austin and Abby stood to the side. I focus on her eyes trying to calm down.They were chocolate brown and seemed to draw you in."Hey you were screaming like someone was killing you or someone you love",she stated rubbing soothing circles on my thigh."Claire",I whispered getting lost in Camila's eyes. I don't know if it was because I was delusional or needed something to bring me back to reality,i just kissed her.in front of her boyfriend my... well my Abby.She pulled back and looked down,then over at Austin.His jaw was clenched but he stared off into space.Abby look extremely hurt tears fell down her cheeks.Austin stormed out the door with Abby soon to follow."i-im sor-ry",I managed wiping the sweat from my forehead.Her face was in a tight unemotional line as she got up and grabbed a wet rag.Placing it on my head she avoids my gaze.She got up to leave but I grabbed her arm"im really sorry.... Will you stay?""Go to sleep",she ordered before reluctantly sitting in the seat across from me.To be honest I was terrified to close my eyes again..i couldn't get the image of my necklace hanging around her cold lifeless  neck.I held her dead body in my shaking arms,her hair mattes to her head by her blood.The tube had broken her body to bits.My anger fueled my adrenaline allowing me to lift it off of her. Blood from the cut on my head poured down my face.I felt dizzy and began to realize just how my blood I was losing.The pain came rushing back and it was like feeling my bones breaking all over again.I remember screaming in pain and falling to ground still clutching her body. I kept allowing myself soft whimpers to escape my ridged form.I fell asleep with Camz watching me from across the room not knowing what's floating around in my head.