Random Mini Imagines and Stuff

Part 1

"What are you looking at?" he asks
"Nothing I just want some coffee."
"Then go inside." he said laughing
"I would, but the damn shops closed."
"There's other coffee shops."
"Yeah, but none like this."
"Well then, c'mon."
"Why? Where are you taking me? Please nowhere really insane I just want coffee."
"I know we're going home."
"No. I want coffee."
"Exactly, we're gonna get coffee-"
" At home?"
"Yes."
"But coffee shops are better I can just get a cab-"
"No, it's snowing like crazy you'll never get cab! The closest open shop is like twenty blocks away! Just let me make my damn girlfriend coffee."
"Ok, ok, geez you can make me coffee."
As you walked the three blocks to your house you got to thinking. Why was he so anxious to make you coffee?He'd been so uncaring the past few weeks and you had pretended not to notice. What if he was distant for a reason? What if he was nice all of a sudden to make you forgive him for something he did? What if he'd done something absolutely, ridiculously, fucked up?

"Hey." you said
"Hi." he replied
"Can we just talk? Like seriously talk? Just for a second? It's important."
"Yeah," he paused "Definitely."
You walked into the other room. You didn't want any of your roommates to hear the argument that you could feel coming.
"Ok so-" you said
"Wait" he cut you off "I think I know what you're gonna say and I know I should answer you questions."
"How could you know what I'm about-"
"Just, I know I've been distant lately, and I know I should tell you why but, I really don't want to."
"Fuck" you yelled
"What? It's not that bad, I mean it is but, you don't even know what it is yet!"
"I have an idea!"
"Yeah? What do you think is fucking going on?"
"Well, honestly I think you've met someone and you're trying to edge away so I dump you, that way I'M the bad guy."
He stayed silent
"Well?" you asked anxiously
"I'm...I'm just happy that you're wrong"
"I fuck I- wait? I'm wrong?'
"YES! Obviously! How could I ever do something like that? How could I meet anyone better?"
"Are you kidding? It'd be easy"
"Stop! It wouldn't! It would be impossible!'
You stared at him in awe and gave him a hug.
"I love you." you say
"I love you too." he said
"Ok, but that doesn't explain anything." you say pulling away. "Why have you been so distant? Why haven't we been talking as much?"
"I...I don't... I don't wanna tell you." he said nervously. "I know you'll find out but I just don't want to say it because it will just hurt more."
"What...what do you mean?"
He tugged on his sleeve "I just, I don't want to disappoint you.".
"You could never. Unless you cheat and make me the bad one" you said giggling.
He didn't laugh. He just tugged at his sleeve. Now that you started thinking about it, he hadn't worn long sleeves in a while, and he wouldn't wear them this often. Not even when - thats it. It clicked, you realized what was wrong.
"Oh fuck" you said "Did... are you? did you?"
He didn't say anything. He just dropped his head and tugged on his sleeve. You grabbed his arm. He pulled away but you grabbed it back. You rolled up the sleeve he'd tried hiding.
"Fuck." you said
"I'm so sorry y/n."
"You don't need to apologize! But, just, why? Why would you?"
"I just, I got sad again. I don't know it just randomly came over me! A feeling of emptiness and sorrow! I started thinking of what happened last time I felt that way and I swore I wouldn't let it happen again. But-"
"But it did."
"Yes, it did but I just."
"I know. I know the feeling. I've been there I've felt that! But why? Why couldn't you just come talk to me?"
"I just. I didn't know what to say! There was no reason I was just, just, sad."
"But i understand it! You could have told me."
"I'm sorry."
"Stop apologizing! I just need you to be ok!'
"I'm ok, now at least."
"When was the last time?"
"Three days."
"That's good! You're feeling better at least."
"Yeah, I'm feeling better."
"Good."
You hugged him and quietly said
"Just remember babe, never ever turn to the blade."

Sorry if there r typos lmao