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Chris puts a blind fold over my eyes before we get close to the hotel . I already knew it would be something big and beautiful because I could see the lights from a mile away. When we pulled up and he took the blind fold off , I cried. He spoils me soo much. Sometimes I ask him why and he gives me the most beautiful smile and tells me I deserve it. Now don't get it twisted , I can take care of myself. I am very independent to be 19. I have my own house , car , and good credit. I can't lie though it's nice to have some support all around. So he comes around the car and opens my door , grabs my hand , and leads me into the hotel. While he's getting the keys I stare at him with amazement ..when he notices me staring , I start to blush. "Come on", he says. We get on the elevator and the wine from dinner starts to hit me. I grab Chris' neck and slowly start kiss him , then I go in for another kiss and pull away to leave him feening for me. Next thing I know my feet are in the air and he's carrying me to our room. He slams me on the bed then gets on top of me , I close my eyes for a minute and try to relax. Next thing I know I freak out. "Move Chris ! Move", I yell. He moves and I lock myself in the bathroom and i begin to cry my eyes out. I hate that I can't get the proper affection I need , because of what my .."Baby ?? Baby , Did I hurt you ?? I'm sorry ..I didn't mean to !" , Chris yells from the other side of the door. I get myself together and wipe my makeup off because it was ruined. I open the door and he runs in a grabs me and hugs me tightly. He continues to apologize and I feel so bad , I let him know that it wasn't his fault and that it was me. He doesn't know about my past ..I love him and I trust that he will still accept me the same , but I don't want anyone to pitty me. I look him in his eyes and kiss him , I grab his hand and lead him to the bed. We lay there for a minute in silence , his arms wrapped around my body and his head on my chest. I rub his back for a minute then I touch his spot. He gives me this seductive look. "Give me five minutes babe", I tell him. He rolls over and let's me up. I go in the bathroom and pray ..all I want to do is be happy..
