Sometimes you just wanna cry. You wanna cry your goddamn eyes out.
Sometimes you just wanna scream. You wanna scream until your voice fails.
And sometimes you just wanna lie in your own blood and watch time passing bye.
I don't know what's wrong.
I don't know why all these things happen.
I still don't know how to feel the right way.
I smile, but it's fake.
I say I'm fine. But how does it feel to be fine..
My heard screams. My lungs are burning.
Please, end this pain.
I can't stand it anymore.
How do you smile when everything that once made you smile makes you cry..
How to you trust anyone when everything has been a lie..
And this smile is just a fake.
Who do you trust if you can't even trust yourself..
Yea, it's alright.
I'm fine.
Damn it.
It's all just a lie.
And no one notices.
No one noticed it when the little girl became a broken teenager.
Nobody noticed the tears.
Nobody noticed it when the broken teenager started losing herself.
Nobody noticed how this little girl finally grew up but lost her smile somewhere between the lies and the sadness.
But one day I'll be gone and I promise, I will never return.
I'm ok.
I'm fine.
I smile, you see..
I don't wanna do this anymore.
I'm sorry.
I just can't be happy.
Probably it's all just my fault..
Who knows..
Who cares..
