( the song gose well with this <3 :3 )
Fires blaze within my eyes,
A smile concealing all my lies,
Screaming,
begging,
Calling out,
A final frantic desperate shout,
Silent tears drip from each vein,
A vehment covet to end this pain,
The silver blade stays by my side,
Because all hope inside has died,
As each day ends,
And darkness draws,
The devil toys with all my flaws,
I'm helpless,
Alone,
A worthless mess,
A broken child he must address,
I'm tempted when she calls my name,
A way out,
An escape,
An end to shame,
To make it feel a lot less real,
A deal with the devil,
In blood I must seal,
They'll say I died of suicide,
But who knows how much they've lied,
It wasn't a rope,
A blade,
Or pills,
That broke my soul and gave me chills,
I died inside long before,
To live each day was an endless chore,
Pills could not kill what was already dead,
A twisted soul,
An empty head,
In darkness I wait,
In silence and alone,
Rose tinted nostalgia all around me has grown,
I becon the devil with the key of self harm,
I open the door for him with the blood of my arm.
