Hindi ko ginusto ang naging buhay ko...
sa murang edad ay inaalipin ng aking mga magulang
Ayaw kong mabuhay kasama ang aking pamilya
Masasama sila.. ang pangit ng trato nila sa'kin.
Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari,
basta't natutulog lang ako isang gabi at nanaginip...
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Nasa isang lugar ako kung saan hindi ko alam ang pangalan
At may naririnig akong boses....
wala namang tao...
*Anilda! *
* Anilda! *
I keep on searching for that voice
but it was nowhere to be found.
All my memories were erased.
I don't remember a thing
All i know that I'm dreaming and I tried to wake up.
But I don't know how.
I'm still living but not awake.
I was in a place surrounded by trees and mountains..
As I was wandering around checking the place, I saw a river.
I went to check it out.
Napakalinaw.
I scooped some water to drink dahil nauuhaw ako sa kakalakwatsa sa lugar na ito.
"Ano ba naman to! Walang katao-tao. Sayang! napakaganda na ng lugar, wala naman tao. tsk! Ayaw ko pa namang bumalik DOON" bulong ko sa sarili ko.
"Makatulog na nga. Kakapagod eh." dagdag ko pa.
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makalipas ang ilang oras ay gumising na ako....
bumungad sa akin ang isang napakalaking bahay na hindi ko alam kung sino ang may-ari.
Tiningan kong maigi ang bahay at saka chin.eck ko lahat ng sulok..
Anilda Ramirez nga pala, 15 years old, sa pagkakaalam ko. Nakatira sa ****** noong akoy nasa realidad pa.
habang pagala.gala ako sa bahay, may nakita akong mga litratong nka hanay sa isang mesa.. tiningan ko ito...
Isang masayang pamilya ang nasa mga litrato, yung mag.asawa na may dalawang anak, isang lalaki at isang babae.
Ang gwapo nung lalaki. grabeh, para siyang anghel.
Nakita ko sa dulo ng mga nakahanay na picture frames nag.iba ang mood ng pamilya,
Ang mga ngiti ay nawawala, kinuha ko ito at tiningan ng maigi
Kulang.
Kulang sila.
" Who are you? Why are you here?" may biglang nagsalita.
Isang lalaki.
Ang gwapo grabe, makalaglag panga ang kagwapuhan. Hindi ako nakaimik kasi natulala ako...
" Are you okay??" sabi pa nya..
tumango lang ako..
tumalikod ako at tatakbo na sana ako nang bigla niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko at sinigawang,
" You are not going anywhere, Missy! You trespassed this house and you're gonna face the consequences. "
He brought me somewhere.
It was a room and it was dark, very dark.
He left me in that room.
Suddenly, the light was on and I discovered that the room was so beautiful and magical. It was full of flowers that is nowhere to be found in reality- black roses, green roses, pink sunflowers, etc.
He spoke, " This used to be a place full of happy memories. Until one day, we lost little Annie. This room was never again opened. Everything went dull and gloomy. Mom and Dad left me all alone to find her but never came back until now. They called me one time, telling me that they will be going to Canada and stay there until they recover. They never found her. "
" Why are you telling me all of this? " I asked
" It's been a while since I talked to someone and I never got the chance to let all this pain out. "
At bigla siyang umiyak.
" Tahan na, " sabi ko.
Bigla siyang tumahimik at umalis.
