I laid motionless on my side of the bed ,while gazing up at my husband, as he admired himself in the full body mirror across our bedroom , He struggled to fix his tie ,like every morning...A dreading feeling came over me ,like I was being trapped and I had no way to leave.
this feeling has been going on for years now ,the spark isn't there anymore
still I wonder why I had married him...maybe it was his charm , looks ,caring nature in college that made me fall in love "Take a picture it last longer " he smirked , I cocked my head Back "haha very funny" he turned to face me
"I'll be out late tonight, there's a lot of paper work and we're falling short on payments in the bank"
I nodded...but but thought to myself this isn't college anymore ...
for the last couple of years our marriage has felt like an option to him and as me being his wife...well let's just say I'm not happy
"I'll be here...waiting like always" he gave me a have half smile and walked toward me and gave me a small peck on the cheek "have a nice day at work baby" he gathered his things and proceeded to walk out of the door
I groaned ,why can't I just tell him..I want to leave him ? Every time I begin to speak out toward him ,my brain all of a sudden goes blank like the words stop ,once he begins to give me a stare.
It would be a lie to tell him I love him so i don't say it anymoreI glance over at the door way as I hear a knock on the side of the door and it begins to open ,maybe Chris left something...Instead I groan
"Ohh..grea-" I stop myself
this happens why to often...
"Hola" Jayden cheerful entered my room , wearing a bright red dress and had flowers pinned in her hair to match the dress...childish is the word that seem to run past my head every time I'm around her, she's my neighbor and seems to always find her way into my house"hey Jayden" I shot her a fake smile "get up sleepy head we don't have time for you to be in bed,Chris says you've been down and asked me to take you out " As she spoke she wondered and found her way into my walk in closet
" can we go tomorr-" I was interrupted when she gave me a disappointed look on her face I could tell she needed this more then me...she has no friends and judging by what she decided to wear today..I can tell it's hard for her to make any.
I sighed
"I'd love to go" she smiled again and begin to search for something for me to wear
I tried to get comfortable in my bed again when I felt a body lay in top of me or was Jayden trying to play with me..it's to early for this
"Get off of me jay-" she covered my mouth so I couldn't finish my sentence and I cocked my head back"fuck is you doing ?" She began to laugh..she must think I'm being a "funny" but I'm not
"Get up let's go,the mall closes earlier and I want to get my nails done "She smiles up at me I shift my body so she isn't on top of me like some kid and i sighed, mind as well get my wallet ready..she always broke...I guess she noticed me wondering off "come on you need more suits for court anyway"
She's right I'm a lawyer...well one of the top lawyers at that ,successful but lonely at the same time...married
I knew deep down inside I needed something different...James grey p.o.v
"I got about 5 ounces on me today"I handed her the drugs for exchange of money ,I handed it to the same crackhead everybody knows "ms.dede" today she looked nice tho a red tight dress and red bottoms "you ready for that meeting " she let out a loud sigh and chuckled "aren't we all" I shrugged...I've been working with this company for 4 years now..finally got myself to be co-owner only because I seek drugs to make my way up...you can think and say whatever I'm..going places the elevator stopped and I stepped out "have a nice day Dede"
She was to busy smelling the weed to notice I've stepped out or it even stopped I continued to make my way to the main office "good morning mr.grey" Megan greeted me with eyes of lust and her cleavage that she had been showing screamed attention with the tight black dress to match
I bit my bottom lip..it seems to drive women crazy these days "goodmorning Megan " after the meeting today at 3 ,we could finish what we started" he came closer to me with he big brown eyes glaring up at me and her breast against my chest..she left little to no space between us and I wouldn't complain at all I enjoyed it
"You mean sex in my office ?" She smirked and smiled " yes daddy"
Someone cleared their throat
I jumped back and pushed her away from me I griped my tie and fixed my suit " hello mrs.Xavier " he shook his head and proceeded down the hall and I followed a feeling of guilt came over me...ever since I've gotten outta jail he's helped me get back on my feet and this is how I repay him by giving his business and bad name "sir I was just..." he waved me off "no need to explain just make sure no one else finds out or..you'll be outta business " I nodded and he continued down the hall
I sighed in reliefI turned back to Megan and gave her a dirty look "maybe next time babygirl " she rolled her eyes and I walked into my office which was around the corner from my bosses office
Once I got inside I shut the door and embraced the city view...just think from a jail cell to the high life in just 4 years..and I plan to never do what got me Locked up in the first place...Nobody but me and mrs.Xavier knows but to everyone else I am just Jacob grey
Audrey (mrs.jackson)p.o.v
" That's so ugly" I examined the suit with lady bugs splashed across the fabric "looks like a kid made it " I criticized loud enough for the employees to give me dirty looks
"Come on it looks nice..I'm sure you can pull off anything " she wasn't wrong but I wouldn't dare step outside in that thing " come on Prada and givency are still open let's go shopping for real" Jayden turned to give me a look of disbelief and anger
"what if you weren't so rich huh? Would you even consider that while shopping with me" she hated when I bring up big expensive things because she doesn't have it as well as I do and I instantly felt bad
"look we should go to the big fashion stores and I'll buy you any gown theirs a big party tonight and I know a few people who could get me in well dance have fun and drink all night if you want to and it's my treat jay" she had the biggest grin on her face "really?" I nodded " awwe thanks love"
"Ok now lets go it smells like old people in here " I tugged her hand and lead her to the where the real ones shop atBryan(mr.jackson) p.o.v
" I don't think we should be doing this out in public what if my wife see's us or someone she knows ?
Amber ignored what I said and continued to unbutton my shirt, we had been in the parking lot of j.c penny's and she had not wanted to stay lowkey anymore " why should that matter..your gonna leave her for me anyway and...she's a lazy bitch she won't care to get outta bed " I chuckled she was right like always I needed some one more exciting in my life and Audrey just wasn't cutting it anymore
Amber noticed me thinking hard and stopped herself from going further
" look don't worry about her right now baby and let's just go inside to get some stuff "I nodded my head " ok"
She smiled awe her gorgeous beautiful brown eyes I started to button up my shirt and we both got out of the car
"Hold my hand" she said in a low voice
I was hesitant " what if-(gco)"
" what if..nothing just do it "
I did as she told me"Where do you want to start?"
"Um..baby's r us"
" ohh some ones expecting in your family ?"
"No it's for us and our new family"I dropped her hand and she smiled and rubbed her stomach
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Deadly Temptations
Misterio / Suspenso"2 Months ...I made a mistake that may have contributed to my husbands death"