Long Distance Of Lust

Chapter 4 At Home Not School

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Carlos's P.O.V

Why on earth am i going to school everyday!!!!, it feels like i have been in hell for the rest of my life. Ever since i was just a child, my dad usually told me school is always fun. You see..... for me school is nothing but a burden through my whole life, i couldn't even tell if i'm even enjoying myself or not. In the past few days....... i visited my mom as well as my half-brother jeremy scott, i didn't like him though.

But in the other hand, his not that bad. I've been expecting lately, if mom would also invite him to see me. Mom and dad are officially divorced past four years ago, dad was always busy and kept hiding all his secrets with so many women. My mom didn't even thought that dad will do that just to break her heart, i became so angry about my dad for many years. He's the reason why mom left us in the first place.

As i layed down on our comfy couch in the living room. I honestly hated everything about school, and i wouldn't think a thing about it. I really hated it so much, and now it's up a notch.

"Young master carlos, aren't you supposed to be at school today??!??. You're dad might get mad about you for skipping class all day." Our personal maid asked me confusingly.

"Yeah right!!!. Why would he care?!!!, he doesn't even know if i would love being at school!!!?." I stated angrily.

"You poor thing?!. You always liked school, when you're mom was always here with you." Our maid sighed.

"Yeah!. My MOM!!!?, I loved school everyday when my MOM is always here. Do you even know what does it means??!." I asked her with an angry expression.

"Y-y-yes...... when you're mom WAS here... i do understood that." She replied with a stuttering tone.

"Then, don't even bother to asked me again if i haven't gone to school. Because if you do......." I paused.

"I'm not even going to give your salary!!!!!?. Do you hear me!!??." I scolded her rudely.

I quickly got up in my full height, and immediately ran upstairs to my room. Why does people care including DAD???, i always been in my thoughts. Why does he have to be my dad anyway, i hated him for so long. But, he never cared to show how much important i'am to him. Because he never loved me. EVER..........

I layed down on my bed. Realizing my situation, suddenly.... jeremy called me. I quickly answered him and directly asked him, why he called me.

Sup b-bro...... how ya doin' there. (Jeremy)

Ummmm...... minding my own bussines what else. (Me)

Oh! Umm... i forgot to tell you that mom has a very rare condition. She has a heart failure, she's actually in the hospital by now. Do you prefer visiting her??!, she really wanted to see you. (Jeremy)

Wait- what!!!!!. She has a what now.... (Me)

A heart failure dude. She has it, she really does. I'm so shocked too, when i knew about it. But, she told me not to tell you......... (Jeremy)

You did WHAT!!!!!!. I TOLD YOU TO TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT HER HEALTH. AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN DISOBEYED HER JUST ONCE, DO YOU PERHAPS KNOW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO HER IF I NEVER KNEW ABOUT IT. (Me)

You would probably kill me and torture me for not telling ya..... yeah, i always know you would say that. I always been a pain to you though, but getting angry to me will not change a thing and kept whining about it angrily. (Jeremy)

Ugh!!!!! You always get on my nerves. Well, okay??!. I'll visit her tomorrow, but good thing i have a valid reason at school. (Me)

I hang up and placed it down my drawer. I should just sleep and watch tv after this, i should also buy something for mom tomorrow. I should probably buy her some fresh fruits and a salad, and some scented flowers. It's really great to visit my mom, but it feels like i'm getting a bit worried if i visit there. I couldn't even stand watching my mom so weak, she has been the most caring and loving person i have ever had in my whole entire life.

She always wished that i'll be healthy and strong everyday. And i promised her, i will always do what she just said to me. And i'll fulfill her promises as long as i live, dad is nothing more like her. That's why i love my mom even though we are both far away from each other.

She also told me that i was the greatest thing that happened to her. I was a gift from the heavens, she always cheers me up as usual. She never scolded me, even once in my lifetime. She was always there for me when i needed her, and i always love her too.

She made my world filled with joy. No matter what happens, she will always be my loving mother. And i should thank her for all her hard work, sacraficing herself just to raise me up and have a better future. And i wish her condition will soon dissapear, i don't want her to be weak. I wanted her to be strong and healthy as i'am.

I got out and saw our maid crying. She looks so upset when i tried to scold her earlier, maybe i just went too much fierce about her. She didn't even do anything bad about me, and i should regret about what i said about her.

As i slowly walked towards her. She looked up to me and wiped off her tears, she tried her best not to speak to me.

"I'm sorry, i shouldn't have scolded you earlier. I just had this anger issue, and i wish you would understand what i mean. I'm sorry really, i wish you could forgive me." I apologized.

"I understand carlos, i do. And i forgive you already, i'm just a bit interrupting you earlier. And i'm also sorry." She apologized back.

"Thanks for understanding me. I really appreciated it, i don't have the rights to get angry to the one who raised me for 9 years from now." I exclaimed.

I hugged her. She always been the one who comforted me for years, since mom haven't been here for so long. She is the one who stood up to be my mother for a while now, she is also the one who raised me. The one who tells stories when i'm trying my best to go to sleep when i was just 7 or 8. Her name is nancy hilderson.

"I'm going to the hospital, today aunt nancy. Can you cook a stew or a soup for me, mom is very sick???!." I commanded our maid kindly.

"Really!??. Well, okay then." She replied and directly went to the kitchen.

"Thank you so much." I blurted.

"No problem, carlos." She said.

I went to my room and change clothes. I wore my plain white shirt, a black vest and my black pants. I went down stairs and to the kitchen, i can already smell the chicken soup my maid cooked for my mom.

"Oh!, there you are carlos. I'm almost done cooking, can you still wait for a while?." She asked.

"Mmm... sure." I said.

"Sorry for wasting you're time." She stated.

"N-no it's fine. I can be patient." I waved my hand frantically.

"Okay.... just wait for the soup to finish. Sit at the living room for a moment." She stated.

I went to the living room. And sat down at the couch, i'm really lazy today. But, i'm also worried about my mom. I don't feel like she's okay, she never texted me she had a disease. She just made me worried about her more, and that's the reason why i don't like jeremy often.

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