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First story! Uh.... yeah still four in the morning so... enjoy! ;-;

It all seemed the same, other than the different haircut and prouder stance... sh-... he was the same...
"Are you serious!? Jack, how could you support this?!" My mother's voice still rung inside my head, still nagging me to leave... him.

"Jack! Dude, wait up!" I heard her voice, it was like silk but it didn't sound right, it just seemed so girlie for her... Now I know why...
"Guys I really don't care what you are! I still love you all!"
You would say that to our group everyday...
"I really don't care what pronouns you use for me.." I remember how upset you got every time someone corrected others about your 'preferred' pronoun.. and gender..
"Jack if something's wrong, please tell me... You know I'm here for you.." And you meant what you said..
"..." I remember that you listened to me... the only girl who actually wanted to know me... but... then again...
"Jack leave her. She's not right for you! She's going to leave and hurt you, please!.. leave her..." I remember when you beat the living shit out of that girl who only dated me to cheat off my papers for school...
"I told you, if you don't take care of it I will... I know you're mad so.... I'll leave." And that you did... You left the whole group for two weeks.. I remember you hated being by yourself... yet you knew that the group didn't want you there at the moment...
"Hey guys." I remember when you started coming back to the group. You made sure everyone was happy...
"Uh.. y-yeah I'm fine.." even when you were falling apart...
"Did you pass the test, Jack?" I remember when we had the big test that we needed to pass to go to high-school. You stayed up with me until three in the morning studying... We both were caught sleeping during it..
"Can't believe that summer is here." You hated the warmer seasons, I remember winter was your favorite.
"Dude check it!" Your voice started to go deeper.. you never told anyone..
"I guess I can't hide it forever."
Once you told me... I was confused about what I was feeling..
"It's alright Jack, ask your questions.. I know its confusing." You let me ask so many questions, you helped me understand the new you.
"Hey Jack, listen when you get this please... don't talk to me..." I remember when you went away for three years... You left the high-school during Freshman year.
>Hey Jack, how are you doing? How is everyone? Are you okay?
I remember you would text my old phone number... thats why I kept it.
I kept faith in you.
I kept my.. love for you.
I didn't care about anyone else.
When you came back...
You hugged me..
We both cried...
I got to hold you..
You changed so much...
But...
You were better...
Happier.
More... you..
And I am happy for you.
I hope you still care for me.
Even after all those years together.
I hope you will say yes...
"Hey, Mattie..."
Even after every mistake..
"I really like... no.. love you.. and I was wondering."
Every text.
"Will you be my boyfriend?"
You always seemed to say things in your own way.
"..." you looked up at me with stars in your beautiful eyes.. you hugged me.. you were always afraid to say yes to anything... no matter what it was.. "Dude, don't pull at my heart chains.. You dweeb." You said, holding onto me. You looked up at me, even with the new you... I still love you.. You smiled at me, nodding your head... I didn't know what to do other than to kiss you. I held you there, kissing your cheeks,
Lips,
Nose,
I kissed you all over your face... I am so happy... To have you as my own... You were giggling while I was doing so. When you started laughing, I did to.
We nearly fell to the floor, laughing and holding each other..

I'm so happy to have you.. Even when everyone has left me... you stayed.. Thank you..