Is it love? (Ezria fanfic

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Hi! This is my first story + fanfic ever, so i'm sorry if it's not good at all.... I don't where i'm going with this story at all, but i guess i'll find out ;) 

Aria's P.o.v. 

It had been exactly 3 months and 1 day since I broke up with Ezra. So much has happened since then. Ezra found out Malcom wasn't his. That crushed him completely. I saw him at the brew a few weeks ago. He was unshaved and look like he hadn't showered in forever. He was fired from rosewood high because he just stopped coming to work. We had a substitute for about a week, but they offered my mom a permanent job and she took it. 

I was sitting in my car outside Ezra's apartment debating wether I should go up and talk to him or not. He was not doing well and it was killing me. Even though I broke up with him I never stopped caring about him or even stopped loving him... What... Did I just... I still love him? But... I never thought about it. I just kept the thought hidden away in my head, but I guess I do. I guess I still love him.
I took a quick decision and got out of the car, locked the door, and walked through the door. I took the stairs to his apartment, and stood outside looking at the sign. 3B. I was just gonna go in there and talk to him, not anything else! That would just mess everything up.
I knocked on the door, but no one answered. I knocked again and again but I couldn't hear anything. I had seen his car in the parking lot so I knew he was home. I took the key from the doormat, and opened the door. I was shocked by what I saw. Pizza boxes everywhere. There was half eaten food on the table. The couch was filled with empty beer bottles. His bed was filled with paper towels as if he'd spilled something and tried to clean it up, but given up. The smell was horrible. I mix between beer and old food. 

I looked around to see if I could find Ezra. I couldn't see him. I looked in the bathroom but no one was there. I thought he was at the store or out to get coffee so I decided to stay and clean up a bit. I took a trashcan and started filling it up with all the food. It was so gross I had to go get some of his deodorant to even be in the room. When I was spraying it out into the room It reminded me of Ezra. When we would sit in the bed and watch some old movie and I would have my head on his chest and he would be playing with my hair. How I missed those days, when we would just stay home all day and we didn't care about anyone else. What went wrong? I walked to the bed to sit down for a minute. Just when I sat down I could hear the key in the lock. I quickly got up and straitened my clothes and hair, I don't know why, cause Ezra had seen me looking horrible without makeup many times before, but i still wanted to look nice for him. 
The door opened and Ezra walked in. I was shocked. He looked even worse than last time I saw him. He had a beard and was wearing his sleepwear and slippers. I looked for a coffee in his hand or a takeout bag, but I just saw a six pack of beers and a pizza.
He looked me in the eyes. His look was sad, and desperate.
"Aria.. What are you doing here!"

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