Is it love? (Ezria fanfic

Chapter 7

I texted Spencer as soon as I got home

A: Hey Spence I need 2 talk. Boy-trouble.

Xoxo AM

 She answered right away.

S: I’ll be right over, sit tight

SH

I heard a knock on the door 10 minutes later. 

We made some tea sat down on my bed.

“So what’s up?” She asked clearly knowing it was about Ezra.

“It’s Ezra… I went to his apartment an-“

 “Wait what!” She cut me of “I thought you guys broke up and you weren’t on speaking terms… What changed?”

“I Don’t’ know I guess I just needed to see how he was doing.. And he was in pretty bad shape, and then we got in a big fight and I left but then I got sick on my way to my car and he took my to his bed” I told her the rest of the story.

“So you didn’t ‘do anything’ ”

“No… I said I needed more time to think… But it’s like I want to get back together with him so bad but to be honest I’m scared. I don’t wanna get hurt again. Our relationship has been complicated since the beginning, but in the end it just got worse and worse…. But I was thinking that maybe it was a test too like see if we could make it through that and we didn’t, so maybe we shouldn’t try again or what… I don’t know what to do. I’ve always lived by the “trust your gut” rule, but this time my gut doesn’t even know what to do. My whole body is confused. I have no idea what I want. I need more time. Maybe I should just tell him that we should be friends for a while, while I think.”

“Wow… That was a lot of thoughts at once… So you wanna get back together with him but your’e scared that he’s gonna hurt you, and you’re scared that it’s not meant to be, so you wanna just be friends for a while and try and figure that out…”

“Yeah and I need you to tell me if that’s the right thing to do...” I said pointing at her.

“I think it’s a good idea.. Stay friends and talk for a while and see if you’re okay with that or you really want ‘more’… Not in a gross kinda way… Or yeah also in a gross kinda way” She said winking.

“Okay... Yeah that sounds like a good idea… Thanks! Team Sparia all the way! How are thing with Spoby nowadays”

“They’re pretty good. I’m actually having dinner with him tonight at his place, so I should probably go get ready if that’s okay”  

“Yeah that totally fine! Thank you for coming, and remember some sexy underwear” I said winking at her. 

“Thanks, I think… I’ll see you at school on Monday right?”

“Yeah see you! Have a great night”

I heard my phone beep and looked at it

3 missed calls and 5 unread messages.

E: U Okay? U Never texted me.  

EF

E: Aria, can you please text me so I know you’re okay”

Ezra

E: I’m getting worried! Please call me!

E

E: Should I come over? Aria PLEASE just call me!

E: ARIA! I’m so worried! Are you sick again or what is it

Shit. I forgot to text him when I got home. But I had to admit I was pretty cute that he was so worried.

A: I’m okay… Sry Spencer Came over and I completely forgot about it. Forgive me? <3

AM

E: Thank god! I was about to come over and see if you were okay! You got me worried sick! I’ll always forgive you. Love you <3 

A: Goodnight! Sleep tight…

I was thinking about texting him I love you back but I didn’t know if it would send some wrong signals.

Monday

I grabbed a muffin on my way to school. I was late again. I got in my car, thinking about how I was going to tell Ezra. I really hoped he was going to be okay with it.

I parked the car and walked to my locker. I had Math first, and I was not ready for it. I saw Hannah, looking glamorous as always. When did that girl get up in the morning. 

“Hi Han!” I said waving at her.

“Hey Aria! How are you? Feel like I haven’t seen you in ages! You have math now right?”

“I’m okay! And Yeah I have math… Kill me now!” 

“Yeah I feel ya! I have to use the ladies room before class so I’ll see you at lunch! I need know how you’re doing after the ‘Fitz-thing’”

“Yeah! See you!” 

Math went by super slow and I have no idea what we we’re doing. The bell finally rang and I took my books and ran out. I had 15 minutes before next period, which was English with Ezra, so I should probably go talk to him now. 

I walked to his classroom, just as he walked out the door.

“Aria! Can I please talk to you about your Essay?” He said with that cute smirk

“Sure” I walked into his classroom and sat on one of the front desks. He sat on his desk.

“So… Not to like pressure you or anything but I haven’t been able to stop thinking about everything since you came over." 

A/N I'm soorryy.. I know i said i'd upload like every other day, but this past week was just crazy with school and stuff! I'm gonna try and upload as soon as possible! Love ya'll!