For Stardustgown I hope you like it thanks for requesting ^0^
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I looked in the mirror with my face done up, winged eye liner, pushed out eyelashes, and lots of foundation.Ugly. All of me. Ugly.
I liked Andy Biersack of all people, but we were really good friends so I was lucky to at least have him like that.
I just wish we were more..
I quickly ran out of the tour bus bathroom and towards the merch tent where Andy and Ashley waited for me.
"Hey y/n!" Ashley said as soon as he noticed me jogging over.
That's when Andy turned around.
He quickly whipped around, the wind blowing his hair.. Into his face and into his mouth.
I hid my depressing mood with a deep breath and a smile, though I was laughing at Andy spitting out his hair and getting his fingers tangled in it.
Ashley walked over and smiled, "Our manager lied, we got merch today. Forget the boys hang out with us!" Ashley gave me a sly flirty smile.
I wasn't interested in him but I nodded anyway. Andy smiled and grabbed my hand, dragging me away from Ash with some sort of cold stare towards Ash I didn't understand.
Andy has my hand..
I hid my complete amazement and followed him in the tent.
Unfortunately I am not the only one that noticed Andy's hand in mine.
Fangirls everywhere gave me harsh looks and cold stares, I felt helpless and alone.
I tried calling for Andy but only a small sqeak escaped my mouth, which he couldn't hear from all of the girls talking to him.
Girls started saying things about me, only I could hear from the noise.
'She's ugly anyway!'
'She's probably paying him!'
All the snickers and stares made me freak out. The urges came back, I ran away from the tent, Ash reached out to grab me but I shuffled away.
A few feet away my razors wait.
I heard Andy call for me but I kept running.
Tears fled down my face as I reached the tour bus. I hopped on the bus and sprinted to the bathroom, hitting my hip on a table top, making one cut from my side gash back open.
I didn't bother to close the door because I didn't care, no one would be back for a while and no one cared to chase me.
I grabbed a blade from my hiding spot and drug it across my wrist.
Not sharp enough!
I threw it somewhere out of fiery and pulled out my newly sharpened pocket knife.
I cut deeply, crying not because of the pain of the blade but from the pain I've been hiding.
I felt a presence but figured I was imagining things.
That's when a strong arm grabbed the hand my knife was in.
"Stop.." Andy's voice cracked.
I turned around and there he was, his eyes sad and watery.
"I will help you get through this, I promise. Just stop."
I nodded sadly and let him take the knife.
"I love you y/n, please don't hurt yourself."
My heart fluttered and I couldn't believe what I just heard.
"I-I love you too." My face turned a bright red but I couldn't help but smile.
"there's the y/n I love." He returned a smile and began cleaning me up.
"Lets go cuddle and sort things out, but I hope you like me because your mine now and I'm never letting you go."
I hugged him and he picked me up.
Guess there is such a thing as it gets better.
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Black Veil Brides One Shots
FanficREQUESTS OPEN// Just a lot of one shots ranging from fluff all the way to the other end of the spectrum, including boy on boy if that's requested.