2/20/12
Hello, my beautiful fans! (And to all you guys out there, hello handsome!)
Smile? Every one of you, right now. SMILE! I love you all, every one of you. You're all beautiful. You're stunning. Breathtaking! And I love you!
So I'm going to share a few little secrets about myself so ya'll get to know me a little better!
Confession 1: Whenever I have a day where I feel pretty, or my hair looks nice, or I like my eye makeup, I take a few pictures of myself on my webcam. Then, when I'm having a rough day, and I feel ugly, I look through them, and I feel a little better.
Confession 2: I still sleep with a teddy bear & blanket. So what if I'm almost 16? It's cute.
Confession 3: If I'm having a bad day, and you even say "Sea Otters", I'll smile. They're just that cute.
Confession 4: Music is my life!
Confession 5: It makes me feel better about myself writing this stuff out; I've gotten a lot of comments and messages about how inspirational I am to all of you guys. Thank you, so much, if you're one of the people who sent me a message like that. It makes me smile! But darlings, I don't mean to be inspirational, and sure I want to help ya'll feel beautiful about yourself, but I'm being honest. I'm sharing my honest opinions. You tell me you love the way I handle life, but sometimes, I don't handle it very well. Sometimes I'm a hypocrite, and I do things that I tell you guys to never do, but you live and you learn, and you crash, and you burn. It's hit or miss, but that's the way it is.
Confession 6: On here, I act like I'm southern. I think southern accents are the most adorable things ever, and I want one! I'm visiting the south soon, and I hope I get one! So, if I say "ya'll" a lot, which I do, just go with it. It's so cute.
Confession 7: I may seem sad on here, and sometimes I am, but if you saw me in real life, you'd think I was the happiest girl ever. I never stop smiling.
Confession 8: I love my dog. She's my best friend. (Well, her and Jenni.)
Confession 9: It's really, really easy to cheer me up. No matter how sad I am.
Confession 10: I'm one of the girliest girls you'll ever meet, but I'm also too lazy to act like it usually. Hair up, sweats up, no makeup♥.
Confession 11: When I stop being lazy, and I take the time to straighten my hair, I feel gorgeous.
Confession 12: I'm super, super insecure.
Confession 13: I get really jealous...
Confession 14: I love you! Smile!
Confession 15: I know that my life isn't as bad as some people's, and it isn't good to want to be the center of attention, but I can't help wanting to be noticed. I don't need to be everyone's focus, but I'm not some little girl anymore, telling me, "You're not old enough to hear this joke, to see this picture, to talk to her, to go there, to do this..." only works for so long. It hurts to be left out.
Confession 16: Writing is one of my favorite things to do, but I get really bored with my stories really fast, and a lot of times, I give up after starting them. I have a bunch of stories that I haven't posted yet... but I don't really get past the prologue. There's probably another five or six that are saved, but not published on here, alone, not to mention the crazy amount of word documents.
Confession 17: I am the WORST speller.
Confession 18: People who respond fast make me happy, it makes me feel like they want to talk to me. When you respond slow, it's like you're talking to someone better.
Confession 19: My phone keeps dinging like I'm getting a text, but I can't find it. Stupid messy room...
Confession 20: I'm going to try my hardest to stick with this. I want to be that inspiration. I want you to know you're beautiful.
That's all for tonight. Maybe, if you guys vote, comment, and share this around Wattpad, I'll post more confessions. Definitely expect more "Today, I realized" and inspirational quotes and messages in the near future. The more votes and comments I get, the faster I'll upload.
And as always,
Stay Beautiful!
