你失去了机会，你为什么在这里？你会在这之后完成什么？所有我在等待是你放弃。因为我有。我们没有什么，这是我的一面爱。you lost your chances, why are you here? what do you thing you'll accomplish after this? all i'm waiting for is for you to give up. because i have. we have nothing, it was my one sided love.
nine
"lucy, your fever went down by a bit."
thank you panvara.
"lucy.. what's going on?"
my fever went down by a bit.
"lucy, you know what i mean."
lucy weakly smiled at panvara who was still cleaning up her bruises, even though she hates blood.
"so, you didn't update me with cameron?"
cameron. i don't like him no more.
"what? but you didn't say that last week."
panvara helped lucy put on a oversized sweater and sweats, she was still avoiding the question she was dying to ask her.
just over him i guess.
"oh cool. so, how did this happen?"
lucy stood silent, looking away from panvara.
"lucy, it's time you tell me. i wont tell anyone."
p-panvara, i-i can't do it anymore. it hurts.
lucy suddenly started sobbing, not able to stop. panvara listened to her, all she could do for her was listen.
