Our Sex Mistakes

chapter 4

i was just sitting in my bed thinking about my life mistakes then my mother told me that chresanto was here and i kinda got irrated by his name and his presence then he came in the room and i couldnt help but role my eyes at him ...he saw me role my eyes and he instintly felt bad

chres: look mahogany i have thought it ova and( g.c.o)

me: see thats the problem...chres its not ur choice when im the one having to carry the baby and and i choose to keep this baby and thats final

chres: im sorry but i really dont think that im ready to be a father

me: u have to be fucking kidding me...are u serious....

chres: im sorry but(g.c.o)

me: just get tf out of my house chres

chres: what

me: i said get tf out gotdamit

chres: walks out

i cant fucking believe that he actually said that like ...im didnt know what else to do but brake down and cry and feel humiluated ...i cant believe that now im stuck taking care of this baby all by my damn self ....then my mom walked in and i continued to cry and all she could do was give me a hug and i loved the embrass of my supportive and loving mother ... i honestly dont know what i would do without my mother she was everything that i needed... i had got a call from my sister...i know she havent really been around because she have been in new york with my aunt..she called and told me that she had just got in town and was on her way home...she told me not to mom so that it can be a surprise and when she gets here me and her have alot of things to caught up with and the things that i wanted to tell her was not gonna be so pretty but she is my sister and sooner or later my belly will start getting big

( 30mins later)

my mom decided to make me some food since i am eating for two and i eat like im eating for four or sommething...total fat ass right ....i was in the living room and the door bell ringed and i knew exactly who its was so i rushed to the door and quickly opened it to my beautiful little sister and i embrassed her in a big hug then let her come in with my aunt cameron ....i automatically led my sister upstairs to my room to tell her about my very some what exciting news

me: cherish i have soooo much to tell u ( my sister is like my best friend unlike my enemy ...ig since we are sibilings ig they are suppose to fight but me and cherish are totally different we have a bond that cannot be broken and we always agree on everything so we never reakky argue alot)

cherish: ikr i have some mighty things to tell u girl...u go first

me:ok wellllll when u were gone i met this sexy dude name chresanto and i was suppose to help him to study a TEST and thats not all that exactly happend ....(G.C.O)

cherish: wait wait wait ...are u saying that u guys did the u know what

me: yess........................andddddd

chreish:anddddd what mahogany

me: cherish im pregnant

cherish: WcHAT!!!!!!!! LIKE HAVE U HEARD OF SOMETHING CALLED PROTECTION

me: yes but ......

cherish: but nothing Mahogany growing up moma told us to always use protection and here u r 16 and pregnant....

me: ik but....(G.C.O)

cherish: but nothing Mahogany ....

me: i really dont understand why u r mad ...like u dont have to keep or carry this baby for 9 months soo im confused of why u even care

cherish: its just ....(G.C.O)

me: no its just nothing ...just remind me to not tell u shit u selfish bitch

And with that i stormed out of my room and out of that house as fast as i could i was sooo happy that i had a habbit of keeping my car keys in my pocket because i would be pissed if i had to got back in that hell hole ....i got in my car ,started it and pulled off fast without caring if i crashed or not i was so tired of everything with my bestfriend my baby dad and now my sister like can it get any worse shit.....my mom was not lieing when she said life was hard...and it becomes harder when u get independent i just really dont think im ready for a baby right now.......but im still really against abortions ....all i can say is that i really dont even know what the hell i want...i decided to go and get a hotel room for a few night just to think and have some space before i have to go back home to my sister and my mom asking me a thousand fucking questions

i walked in homewood suits and got a room for 3 nights

me: can i get a one bed in my room for three nights plz

manager: sure .....$325 plz

i handed the manager the money and told him to have a great day....i walked to my room which was room 224 on the second floor i finally got to my room and lets just say it looked pretty hommy ig ...i knew i would sleep well and all the stress would gladly go away ...i sat in the room for a few hours and got bored so i decided to go to thier workout room then later swimming ...i had put on something much more comfortable then i hit the workout room it said that i needed an 18 year old with me to enter so i just lied bout my age to get in and guess what....it worked....

i went in and walked on the tredmill for a few mintues then switched to the bike thing(A.N: sorry guys i dont know what they are called so in this book they will be called bike things )

( 1hr later)

i was hot asf and sweaty and very annoyed by how high the hotels heat was up so i hurried up went to my room and got on my swimming suit then went straight to the swimming pool to get cool from being so hot...i walked in the pool room and noticed a sexy ass latian dude with a curly box and the top was dyed brown and he was just so sexy and i was somewhat happy that my pregnacy was not showing because that would kinda be embarassing ...i jumped in the pool and automatically felt good i came up out of the water and made exact contact with him...i quickly looked away from being shy then he started laughing and talking to his friends
then i just got in the hot tub just get futher away from them and i got cold in the pool and it felt really good then he came in the in hot tub by himself with me .....

?: hey whats ur name

me: hi my names mahgany..whats yo name

?: my name is lamar how long u gone be up here

me: for three days why?

lamar: good so that we can get to know each other more...because ur beatiful as hell girl

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soooooo wassup with mahogany and cherish its crazy how she just got back to cali from newyork and they are already arguing aint that crazy..............wassup wit chres not wanting to be a father.......................And wassup with the new boy lamar.....if u guys have any ideas on how the story should go on just comment below and give me ideas and dont for get to vote ...thanx love yall