Our Sex Mistakes

Chapter 3

Doctor : Mahogany u are...........1 month pregnant

I was sooo fucking shocked and the first thing that came to my mind was how chres would  react to news like this and if i even wanted to keep this baby or not...i mean im only fucking 16...i can only imagine eveyone laughing and making fun of me being all big and pregnant in school....but when i was younger i was against abortions until now im actually experiencing this shit...now i see where they were coming from...but i really hate abortions ....sooo im keeping my baby, but my confession i should have really made sure he had a condom on but stupid me...my mom was beyond pissed and she said if i was thinking about getting an abortion...then i wasnt anyway and i was done with that because i was fucking keeping my baby anyway...she just kept talking and yelling how she didnt even know that i was sexually active and i just thought to myself...all this because of our SEX MISTAKES.......................... I went home and got straight on the phone wit chres...(phone convo)

Chres: hello

Me: hey what u been up 2

Chres: o nothing really ...hoping i make the team

Me: oo u will ...i kinda have something to tell u if u have time

Chres: aww i cant right now im about to run some errands right ttyl tho

Me: well....ok bye

And with that he hung up...i really didnt know how to tell him so im kinda happy he had to run some errands.
             ( 3 hours later)

         (Phone ringing)
Me: hello

Chres: hey u said that u wanted to tell me something earlier ...what was it

Me: i...i talked to the basketball couch...he said u made the team(stalling)

Chres: oh really...thanx mahogany that was nice of u ...hey i gotta go but imma call u later bae

Me: ( did he just call me bae :) ....ok u betta not for get to call me

Chres: i wont

I hung up and plopped down on the bed...why couldnt i tell him...my mom walked in

Victoria: hey baby, how u feeling

Me: im feel ok

Victoria: have u told the baby daddy yet

Me: mom i...i cant

Victoira: and why not?

Me:(mumbled) because

Vicotria:( rasing her voice) because what

Me: mom im afriad

Victoria: afriad of what my love

Me: mom im afriad that hes not gonna want to take care of this baby mom...hes in fucking high school for crying out loud...he dont want to take care of a baby

Victoria: baby baby u dont have to be afriad ...because even if he dont want or take care of this baby im here...im mother i will always be here for u no matter what

Me: thanx mom

Victoria: so by tmrw if he doesn't know then i will tell him myself...do u understand me?

Me: yes

Victoria: good now go to bed so u can get up for school tmrw

Me: wait mom...what will i do when i start getting too big

Victoria: ur just gonna have to stop going to school until u have the baby...i will not allow u to just drop out

And with that she walked out ...all night i didnt sleep i just thought about how chres would react to me telling him about the news...im happy that my mom is here for me but i also want my baby to have a father in their life

                 ( next morning)

I heard my alarm and kept hitting snooze until i just got up brushed my teeth snd got dressed ....i had on some high waist pants with a half shirt...might as well wear them while i can then i put on my grape 8s and i had flat iron my hair and had big hoop earings ...i felt for some reason i ahd to get cute today

I walked down stairs and seen a note on the door... It read

I went out wit james( my moms boyfriend) and i wont be back until u get after school babies love yall and have a good day

I seen the pop tart box left sitting out making know that cherish has been down here but is off to school...i grabbed one also , put back the box and was on my way too school.....

(At school)

I went straight to my locker ready to tell chres about the news when i see him and also ready to get this day ova wit...not to long after i walked away from my locker chres came up to me smiling all hard about the basketball news i told him  yesterday then we walked to class together as i thought to myself when was i going to tell him....i just went out and said it

Me: im pregnant

Chres: tf did u say

Me: im pregnant

Chres: are u sure?

Me: yes im fucking sure chres ...i went to the hospital wit my mom the other day and im pregnant...im keeping the baby too

Chres: i need sometime to think this threw

Me: for what...its fucking final gosh

And with that i walked away to class mad and upset like how tf could he question me like im stupid or something and he wants to think it threw like im giving the baby away or something...nope nigga this baby staying right tf here**************************************************************************************************************************************************

Wassup yall sorry for not updating on the 8th like i promised its just that i still have no one reading my book yet and its very frustrating...its like im writing for only myself to see...but anyway im updating the book again on monday 12-12-16
I have a concert tuesday so that wouldnt be right but yeah comment and vote ...love ya 💙💙😘