it is 5:11 am on the day after christmas and i just stayed up reading the phanfiction falling for you and crYING
so go read that
and cry
and i'm crying right now bc it just ENDED
ON A HIATUS
IM GONNA CRY??!?
and i'm sleeping in our new hammock in the living room
it's lit
i want to die tho lmao
but i got lotsa A1 stuff 4 critmiss
i'm probably going to go cry some more and try and sleep :)))
what i don't understand abt my mind is i'll just be doing something normal, like, uh, i dunno, TRYING TO SLEEP ON A HAMMOCK, and my brains just like. "yo. this is nice, right?" and i'm like "ya i'm enjoying not being sad this is awes-" "you know what would be better?" "... what" "DEATH AND SADNESS AND SELF LOATHING" "...you right"
LIKE PLS
I AM TRYING TO ENJOY MYSELF
STOP POPPING IN
PLS
