Markjin one shots (boyonboy) *being rewritten*

Tiring

Jinyoung's POV

"So hyung I saw this post on SNS saying that in the year 1933 , in Japan a girl jump off a volcano crater then it turn to a trend to Japan wherein 804 others followed and jump off the same crater." I said animatedly to mark hyung

"Uh huh." Was his only reply , he was looking at his phone.

We're sitting Indian style, facing each other, on a bench in the park. Today is our usual alone time, this where we can express our thoughts to each other but recently it seems like I'm the only one listening to his thoughts and he's not listening to mine. And honestly its tiring , I'm getting sick of it.

"I also read somewhere that due to many brain parasites it is possible to have zombie apocalypse ." I tried once again if it would get his attention.

"Uh huh." He answered.

"Next time , if ever we have a vacation , let's go back to Cebu and have a beach outing." I tried again.

"Yeah sure." He said while nodding . So immersed on what he was reading in his phone. I sighed.

"Ne , mark hyung , let's break up." I said seriously . Maybe it would get his attention. But I'm not sure if that's what I want right now. I didn't mean to say it but I know I mean it and his answer will either make us or break us. I don't want to break up with him but a relationship without communication is not a relationship at all. Its now or never.

"Yeah,sure." He answered . I gasped and tried to hold back my tears but I can't . I suddenly stood up and that actually got his attention. I walked pass him and he called my name.

"Jinyoung !!! Where are you going?" He shouted. I wanted to say 'its none of your business.' but I can't ,because whenever I open my mouth only  whimpers escape. So I just ran and ran wherever my feet take me. I know that he didn't know he actually broke up with me but I don't care , if I couldn't catch his attention it would mean he doesn't care about me at all.

After a few hours of running or jogging I suddenly stopped and looked around me . I'm about two blocks away from our dorm and I sighed . There's no escaping Mark , we live in the same dorm. But I might actually change my schedule or accept shooting on our special days.

I used to put in my terms that Tuesdays are no-no days because mark hyung and I spend time together on those days  but now I think its not needed anymore.

I started to walk to the direction of our dorm. I might not want to see mark hung but the desire to change my sweaty and sticky clothes was greater. I'm glad that I actually chose to wear a shirt and sweatpants today plus my running shoes .

Upon reaching the door I looked for my keys in my pockets but then realised my pants doesn't have any pockets meaning I probably left it earlier at home because I was sure mark hyung would bring his. Great! Now I have to knock , and with my luck it could probably be mark hyung but I have no choice so I knocked .

It seems like lady luck's on my side because its Jae Bum hyung who opened the door for me . I smiled at him the thank him before entering and going straight to the kitchen to drink water , I just noticed that my throat was so dry. Jae Bum hyung followed me in the kitchen , blantly staring at me , an eyebrow up with a questioning look.

"What is it?" I asked after a few minutes.

"Mark hyung was looking for you , like for the last three hours. Where are you?" He asked suspiciously. Ok , mark hyung and I's relationship was open to our co members, managers and friends .

"I was taking a jog , why?" I answered looking at him dead in the eye meaning I don't want to talk about it. He got my message and just nodded.

"OK but be sure to text him that you're here already." He said

"I refuse . You do it yourself . I'm taking a bath then read so don't disturb me unless you have a coffee to give me." I said then started leaving. I heard him sigh but he didn't comment anything.

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Half or so hour passed before I heard a knock from my door . I said come in assuming it was Jae Bum hyung but I think lady luck left me and I was there looking up to none other than mark hyung himself on his right hand is my favorite coffee. I greeted him then told him to sit anywhere he like. He chose to sit beside me , our skin brushing against each other I scooted away from but not too far that he would be suspicious.

He gave me the coffee and I accepted it with a smile and thanked him. I drank my coffee silently and started reading my book again or pretend to read at all. I can't concentrate on my book because mark hyung is blantly staring at me , and by staring I mean staring like an owl eyeing it a prey. I want to ask him what's his problem but that would contradict everything , we broke up just like few hours ago and here I am pretending we never happened and talk like we've just been friends at all. So I kept quiet and continue reading or pretend to be reading.

"Jinyoung-ah" Mark spoke breaking the awkward silence that surrounded them.

"Yes, hyung?" I answered.

"Is there something wrong with us?" He asked

"Why do you ask ?"

"Earlier you just ran away without stopping or looking back."

"We're together earlier?"

"Yes at the park , our usual place."

"Oh yeah your right. We were together earlier."

Mark hyung frowned at me , eyes swarming with confusion. I kept quiet waiting for the upcoming questions. I sipped on my coffee I started to stand when suddenly Mark hyung held my wrist making me stop. I looked at him confused.

"Why?" He asked I just raised my eyebrow prompting him to continue his question.

"Why are you acting so distant? Why are you acting like you used to me before? What's happening to us?" He asked me .

"I...I- .... We-we broke up." I stuttered

"What?!" He exclaimed "We didn't, when? How? Who told you that?!"

"You did. Back at the park I-I was trying to get your attention b-but you're not listening . So I-I k-kinda a-asked you i-if you wa-wanna break-up a-and you s-said yes." I said looking at the book in my hand . I wanna cry. 

"What the actual fudge that's your reason ? Its just because I didn't give you enough attention. Now your acting like a kid." He growled angrily.

I felt my blood pressure hitting the roof with what he said. He called my reasons as petty. "Just? Its just? Can't you see you changed you stopped talking , you stopped listening to me like all my stories came through from one ear to another like I'm an air to you or just another presence beside you. I can't live like that , I can't stomach being in a relationship with no communication. If that's the relationship you want then just be in a fudging relationship with your phone or whatever. Stop talking to me because I won't listen to you at all." I shot at him.

His eyes softened and was soon filled with regret . He moved towards me but I held my hand up stopping him. "Stop, don't touch me , don't come near me and never ever talk to me now get out!!" I shouted before pushing him out and sliding the door shut. I leaned on the door and tears started to flow out my eyes.

I heard a knock but didn't move to open the door. "I'll get you back Jinyoungie, just wait and I'll get you back I love you!" I heard him say before leaving .

"I'd like to see you try" I muttered lowly despite being alone in my room afraid someone will hear me.

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Happy new year its been so long . sorry for updating almost irregularly .

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