If I Had Dare To Speak With U......

Suprise!Suprise!A Tom boy likes a boy.

It is monsoon season. Oh!! God!!!
Now don't get me wrong. I don't hate monsoon season but, I don't want to be wet in front of that "mendak"(frog) The name suits him right. Stupid Mendak yeah!! That's right. I gave him a nickname.

But why even am I thinking so much about that mendak. I am just going to meet him.

Sandy (my inner me) is dancing and shouting at the top of its voice.
Baby you love him..... And I always love you. Yeah.....yeapiee you love him.

Shut the Fudge Up!! I don't love a guy who.... Who.... Ummm...

Sandy(inner me) :What's wrong?? Cat got your tongue??. He is someone very special for you and he will always be.

See you dumb head!! I don't love him!! Noo! Naah! I don't! Okay maybe I like him but I don't love him!!. Do you want to spell it out for you?? Sandy!!

I switched on my computer excitedly just to see trouble-some wried mess going in my head. My eyes goes wide and I frown after seeing the messgae. I had an message which said,"I am going out for 2 days. Sorry for the late information. Byeee, take care of yourself".
I feel all gloomy and I feel like telling to stay. But obviously, I didn't. First of all it's a mature thing to do. I don't wanna be lame. And second of all I can't imagine myself saying this. In the end I am just re-reading the message again and again until Sandy(inner me) drown herself in her own tears.

It made me damn upset for the first time Sandy (My inner me) did not say anything cuz..... Because... I just realized that- wait......
I mean.... What the Fudge Nuts!! I realized.... Okay, okay, I realized, I like him from the bottom of my heart and I miss him already.

Oh!! Come on!! It's just 2 days right?... Right.

In the next chapter you will get to know how gauri spends her 2 days with her dumb Sandy. keep reading and please vote, like and comment for my story.

Love psyco girl.