(Y/N)'s POV:
"(Y/N), wait!" He tried to stop me but I kept on running. All this time I looked like a fool, all this time I thought he was just working for me, for our future!
I wiped away my tears as I was crying but it was unnecessary. It's already raining..
I thought I was getting away from him but I've slipped because of a stone..
Great. I look so pathetic!
I even bawled more because I feel horrible. This feels so terrible. I've loved him with all of my heart, I've accepted all of him. How could he do this to me?!
He tried to help me stand but I refused it and stood by myself.
"(Y/N), I'm... Sorry..." I love it when he calls my name, but this time, it's painful. Every word that he has said pierced into my heart
"Tell me. How can you do this?! I've trusted you, I've accepted you, and now I'll see you, holding hands and being all cheesy with another girl?! And it's Rika. Haha! I thought you were angry at her?! Wow! So you're supposed to be sweet with someone you hate?!" I sarcastically laughed yet cried as the same time.
"How long has this been? It hurts.. It freaking hurts right here" I said as I was crying. My tears won't stop from falling. I was holding my chest the whole time because it's terribly aching. "What have I done wrong?! Why?! Is it something I said? Something I never did? What?!" I asked and punched him at his chest but he's not moving at all.
"I'm sorry... Let's end this up" he finally let out word.
I just felt like my world fell apart. I didn't cared about anything, I just cried my heart out. I can't feel anything but pain.
My vision is a blur and I feel so dizzy.. I can see him walking away to me.. But someone I can't recognize grabbed him..
I can't even react to it..
Without a strength and a weak voice I muttered "Goodbye, Saeyoung"
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"No!" I heard myself screaming.. I... I had a nightmare.. Where Saeyoung was leaving me.
I was panting like I've been chased down by a hundred horses.
All that has happened yesterday has came back to me.. I'm living in my own nightmare..
My tears started to fall again.
"Why...? Why...?" I mumbled to myself and hysterically pulled my hair
"If you want me to help you pull your hair, say so" someone suddenly spoke. I looked at where it came from and saw I white haired person leaning on the door with crossed arms.
I wiped away my tears and finally noticed that I'm not in my apartment. Or Ri-- I-I can't even say her name.
"Saeran.." I muttered and bowed. How did I end up here?
"You know, you could try and thank me." He stated
"Thank you.." I speak up without a hint of enthusiasm. I feel so empty. I felt like dying..
"You know, I hate it when you're acting tough, but I hate it more when you're all like that"
"Have you seen what happened?"
"Yeah. All of it. You looked pathetic"
Hearing him say it made me shed tears again..
"Don't cry. It won't get my stupid twin back to you. You'll just waste your energy" he stated. But I kept on weeping.
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Mystic Messenger AU [FF//ONESHOTS]
FanfictionMystic Messenger OneShots and Fanfictions :)) [ D O N E ] 10/17/16