A/N: kind of an angsty and overdramatic chapter (at least for me, haha) I just want to warn you. I'm sorry, I just want to try writing something like this (and I will never do it again lololol) so without further ado, I bring to you this messy oneshot. Hope you'll like it tho! ^^
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(Y/N)'s POV:My parents are one of the most successful businessmen in our country but they're always away. They don't know how important it is for me to be with them. I always do things that can make them come back from a business trip but neither of it can stop my parents. Maybe they don't love me enough. They'll come back too late.
And as for falling in love, it looks like I don't care but I'm waiting... I want someone who would care for me. I want someone who would have the effort to make me feel loved..
I'm quite known for being a bully here in our school. I do it for my past time. It's a way to express my frustration and sadness.
"(Y/N)! Someone's calling for you!" A classmate called me.
"What did you just called me?" I asked her with an intimidating tone.
"Ah-ah! She meant Ma'am (Y/N), someone's calling for you.." It looks like a friend of the noob is trying to save her.. Well, oh well, it's a good thing that I'm in the mood.
"K." I replied and started to walk outside
I was surprised because my mom was the one who called me.
"Why?" I asked her, trying to act cold in despite of being excited to see her. It's so unfair. I love seeing them but for them, it's just a responsibility as parent to bond with me. They do it out of responsibility and not love.
"Let's not talk about it here. Where do you want to eat?" She asked with a smile, but someone called her so she excused herself for a few minutes. See? I'm not their priority. But it's unusual for mom to come back and interrupt me with my school. She's obsessed about me being a perfect student.
The call ended and she faced me again
"This will just be short, (Y/N). Where do you want to eat?"
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I just brought her to the cafeteria. She said it should be short. We both ate a sandwich.
"How's school?" She asked me. But I gave her a glare and answered "you said it would be just short, state your aim"
"Your dad and I are going to get divorced" her face saddened and I can see the sorrows in her eyes. What the heck were they thinking?!
"Mom.... Is that true?" I tried to calm myself... I'm enraged yet the melancholy is trying to devour my soul.
She gathered her strength to nod and that's it, her tears started to fall.
And mine as well... I just felt like my whole world has been shattered.
"What the fxxk, mom?! Why?! I knew it! You both don't care about me, right?! You don't care about our family, right?!"
"No, it's not--"
"No! It is! It wouldn't be that easy for you to decide if you care about me! You didn't considered my feelings about this! I was longing for your love... I was longing for it... I was waiting for us to together... It was my greatest wish.. But now..! How can we?! I HATE YOU!" I didn't waited for her reply and ran as where my feet would bring me to..
I was crying and people were looking at me but I don't care... I don't freaking care! I hate my life! I hate my parents..! I hate myself... I hate myself..
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Mystic Messenger AU [FF//ONESHOTS]
FanficMystic Messenger OneShots and Fanfictions :)) [ D O N E ] 10/17/16