Sky//joshler

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                    T/W- Abuse and suicide

"Tyler, please watch."

The cd read.

Tyler tensed up and he felt weight on his chest.

Tyler turned towards the small tv and slid the disk in to the small CD player the turned on the tv.

Tyler was greeted with the face of josh.

Tyler smiled, but the it faded away and was replaced with worry.

Josh was crying on the other side of the screen.

"T-Tyler before I say what I have to say, I just want you to know I love you. You where the best damn thing that has ever happened to me and I know I'll see you again, I just love you so much."

Josh had tears soaking his shirt and so did Tyler.

"I have to do this I'm sorry."

Josh said.

Tyler was confused,

What was josh talking about?

"I hide behind a smile every day, it's the hardest thing I have to do. When my dad died and I had to move in with my mum it was like hell. My mum wasn't the kindest person and she would often come home drunk. I just had to live with it, until she stopped coming home. I had to go along like nothing was wrong. I found out months later she moved half way across the country to live with some man. She didn't even tell me. I didn't tell anyone, I acted as if she was gone on business trips all the time, and people actually believed it. I tried to drown my demons, but they know how to swim. I'm sorry for what I'm going to do, but I don't belong on earth. I belong in the sky, where I can be free and fly. Tyler I just want you to know I love you, and everything thing will be okay. If you want to know where my body is, it's at Howard park by the bridge. Stay alive for me Tyler."

Then the tv shut off.

Tyler sat there shacking.

He couldn't get it through his head.

It finally hit him like a mountain of bricks.

Josh is going to commit suicide.

Tyler jumped to his feet and ran out the door.

Josh said he was at Howard park,

Which is only 2 blocks away.

Tyler was running faster than the fastest man on earth.

He only hoped josh didn't do it yet.

Josh put the cd on the bed.

He felt bad for leaving Tyler like this.

But he couldn't deal with his demons anymore.

He took the short painful walk to the bridge.

The bridge was only 30 feet high with train tracks at the bottom.

Josh finally reached the bridge.