𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 "𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧"𝙜.𝙙 (not finished)

Dear Diary

I was in a happy mood
E: r u ok
G:we were worried sick
J:look who is talking to me u did not let me finish that night I was going to prank u Ethan was in it 2
I looked at Ethan
G:I'm so sorry for blaming u
Both: but why did u cut
J: I am going to let u in a secret about 3 years a I used 2 cut but these 2 weird boys made vines they where little goof balls then they started YouTube I was happy every single time they uploaded a vine and Vid they were twins there name where Ethan and Grayson I stopped cutting cause of u guys u guys made me smile u guys are my everything I tear dropped on my lap they gave me hug
Both: I love jadeee so much
G:what lane were u
J:grethan
E: did u have a fan acc
J: of course I remember Ethan liked my photo and I cried for 3 days straight and Grayson liked my tweet I cried my eyes out lol
I Always wanted a follow but never
G:what's ur username
J: Dolan.timtams
I got 2 notifications on my phone 📱 it read Ethan Dolan is FOLLOWING U Grayson Dolan Is FOLLOWING U
I smiled
J:thanks guys I have been waiting for that to 3 years straight
Well dreams do come true
We all laughed
G:to make it up to jade lets have a movie marathon all nighter
J:can I ask u a question
G:anything babe
I die when he says that
J:where Brittany
G:that overs
J:ok let's goooooo
We got my movie box that had hundreds of movies in it sorry I know I am weird but who cares stuff like that come in handy at these times
We picked out 22 jump street
We mad popcorn and settled in we were up to the part when ice cube finds out that Schmidt and his daughter is a couple .then all of a sudden the door bell rang
J:I will get
I opened the door and saw Brittany
I closed the door half way so I don't get locked out and the cold air won't Go in
B:hi bitch ur finished
I laughed
J:what are u talking about barbie lips
B:this
She held my secret diary
GASP
IT HAD EVERYTHING WRITTEN IN THERE INCLUDING I LOVE GRAYSON
J:Give IT back that my eyes only
B:not anymore let me read a line out my fav line out shall I I shall
DEAR DIRAY, I have a crush on Grayson Dolan he is so hot
His personality
His smile
His laugh
His goofiness
His dreaming eyes
His abs
His so hawt I love to death but I'm am to afraid to say something cause I am not good enough for him I am ugly and he has his barbie girlfriend he will never leave her for me every time he talks to me I want to kiss to death
Dear diary,
Today I cried my self to sleep cause I saw GRAYSON and BRITTANY kissing it burned my heart it felt he stabbed a. Knife through my heart but does. Dreams come true he is my prince and I'm his princess or not 😭

By now I was on my knees crying
J:that enough I know I'm not good enough for him
Little did I know Ethan and Grayson was ears dropping
Ethan opened the door and Grayson had. A shocking face on his face she threw the diary in front of me and said
B:that's for taking GRAYSON away from me bitch what does she mean taking Grayson of her???
She walked away I went up to her and pulled her hair
J:u bitch
I pushed her she fell the ground and started to punch her in the face she was bleeding I walked away
She got up crying and went to her car

I ran to the door to see Grayson shocked
G:Ja-
I pushed through them and ran up stairs to My room to get my blade and I quickly wrote a quick letter I ran to Ethan's room and put the note on the floor of Ethan's door as locked the door and got out my blade s
E&G P.O.V
I was so shocked me and and Ethan ran up stairs and saw a note in front of Ethan door it read

Dear Ethan and Grayson ,
Thaxs for being there when i needed someone's chest to cry on u guys where there Ethan ur my best friend but Grayson ur like my prince I luv u with all my heart
Today is the last day u will see my face because today I will leave this world Thaxs u guys for everything
Sincerely Jade ur best friend we broke down the door to see her cutting her arms we ran to her we took it away from her
Jade P.O.V
They threw the blade out my hand and put some paper towels on my hand a so I don't lose blood I blacked out I woke up the strong light hit my eyes it hurt then it adjusted to my eyes
Grayson bring breakfast cause Ethan was sleeping next to me I looked down to his face and saw dried tears
G:good morning beautiful
I did not answer and I turned around
G:talk
G: jade please talk to me
J:what about
G:u broke the promise
J:I had to
G:u know u could of just told me u had feeling for me u are not ugly ur the most beautiful girl in the world o u know why I left Brittany
Flashback: to the day
B:babe what up
G:I want to brake up
GASP
B:WHATTTT
G:I don't love u I never did I love Jade
B:ur leaving me for that trash
G:She is not trash she is way more beautiful then u and u cheated on my u bitch now get out my house before I call the cops
END OF FLASHBACK
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I hopefully u guys like this chap
I might have 1 or 2 chaps left I really love this book Jade hopefully u like it 💗