𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 "𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧"𝙜.𝙙 (not finished)

realizations

all of a sudden...

"SURPRISE," I got greeted my Abby my best friend 

"OMG OMG OMG OMG," I started to scream I hugged her so tight

"I thought you were coming next week," I stated confused

"I just said that to surprise me," she said pulling away from the hug

"I missed you so much," I said

"I missed you more," she says

"say cheese," Ethan says with his phone up recording me

"you knew," I said shocked

"yes this whole time," he answered

"so that's why you got the urge to pee when the doorbell rang," We all started to laugh

Ethan hugged Abby "welcome back abs," Ethan said

"I am glad to be back," she says

we all walk back inside and catch up on everything Grayson walks in

"Hey Abby when did you back," he goes in for a hug

"I just got back and surprised Jade," she explained

"oh that's sweet," he said

"wheres little miss princess," I asked Grayson

"she went home," He looked at me

"finally honestly I'm thinking of moving out so she can take my room might as well shes here 24 hours a day," I say sarcastically

they started to laugh

"Good one," Abby said high-fiving me

"wow, I know she's a little handful at times but you have to get to know her," he says

"at times I call bullshit," I argue back

Ethan gets up to go to the kitchen

"imma go and get something from the kitchen," implying that he didn't want to be here when we are arguing

"I'm going to help him with that," Abby says going after him

"whats your problem with her, "Grayson asked

"I have no problem with her," I stated

"you clearly do jade just say it," he demanded

"I don't have a problem Grayson stop pushing it," I say

"cut the bullshit there's no need to be jealous," he raises his voice stepping closer to me

"I am not f*ucking jealous and especially of her," I say

"you clearly f*cking are Jade why can't you be happy for me instead of acting like a child," he shouts

"GRAYSON BAILEY F*CKING DOLAN WATCH YOUR TONE WITH IM NOT ONE OF YOU "BOYS," YOU CAN'T TREAT ME LIKE SHIT BECAUSE OF A SPOILT LITTLE BRAT YOU CALL YOUR GIRLFRIEND GET YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT," I raise my voice pointing at him 

I stormed up to my room and said "I'm f*cking done with this shit," I shout while slamming my door shut, I honestly was fuming he is treating me like sh*t cause of that b*itch I've known him his whole life, Grayson was never this aggressive he was so sweet and soft. Dating her changed him and I hate it and I hate what his going to become in the future. I sit on my bed and just try to calm down. I hear a knock on the door.

"I'm fine just leave me alone," I said turning my back to the door

I hear the doorknob turn and my door open footsteps trace to my bed

"can we talk bub," Grayson softly says

"you already said what you needed to say," I say

"don't do this jade," he says

I don't answer and he comes and lays down facing me

"I'm sorry Jade I should over never raised my voice you mean way too much to me," he states

"I miss old Grayson, the Grayson who would joke around the Grayson who I would see more than once a day you changed gray and not for the better you've been so cold ever since she came into your life," I said looking down

"I'm Grayson I didn't change, you still mean the world to me, Jade, you always will I'm here to protect you I have responsibility for you," Gray explained

"whatever Grayson," I say while getting up to walk out of my room

I felt a strong grip grab my wrist, he spun me to face him 

"leave me, Grayson," I say

"not until you forgive me I'm sorry," he said

I tried to walk away and he pulled me in closer to his chest 

"look at me," he says 

he then lifts my chin up and makes eye contact he then looks down to my lips I didn't know what was going to happen so I quickly hug him he then hugged me so tight we played on my bed and he pulled me into his arms I felt so safe with him. we just lay there.

"GRAYYY  BRITTANY IS AT THE DOOR," Ethan shouts from downstairs

"well you queen awaits," I say

"COMING,"