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5.2

Disclaimer**

It's Camila's point of view :)
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So far this has been the dopest concert ever! The stage, the lights, the sounds, fans cheering and of course, the ultimate best thing, Shawn's vocals. The atmosphere was so spectacular.It's lit af

So far Shawn performed: treat you better, mercy, understand, lights on, never be alone and like this. I legit freaked out when he came near the stage and started holding fans hands, but when he saw me his eyes widened and went back to the middle of the stage. Well what can I say? I look like a troll

My heart still broke at the fact that Shawn is dating Hailee and he didn't even tell me. He led me on, making me think our friendship could be something more. But I guess not, I was just friendzoned. Some of the people recognized me since I'm from Fifth Harmony (A/N: pretend their still ot5) and then a few of my fans greeted me and I autographed their shirts and designs. I love my fans, they're so creative!

As Shawn started singing 'Stitches' I legit jumped and danced around. Most of the people thought I was crazy but whateves, stitches is my shit

After a 5 minute break, the song Imagination started playing and Shawn walked into the stage and started to sing

Ooh there she goes again
Every morning is the same
You walk on by house
I wanna call out your name ...

All of a sudden, a person brings out a black haired girl and sat her on a stool. Damn couldn't it just be a fan? My breath hitched when I realized who the person is sitting on the stool..guess..

Hailee Steinfeld

I saw Shawn grabbed her hand and entwined his to hers. They look so sweet. Hailee catches my eye and sends me the most evil glare that bitch ass could muster. What a way to ruin the concert! Hailee then mouthed something to me that I figured said:

'I always win bitch'

I had enough. I turned around and started to push my way to the end of the crowd, making my way to the exit. Just as I was about to walk out, I heard Shawn's voice yell a 'stop'. I froze, not knowing if he was talking to me or not.

"Camila wait" he spoke

Fans started to scream and cheer, I guess he walked off the stage. My eyes widened when his fans screamed louder meaning he was close to me

"Camila" he spoke behind me

I reluctantly turned around and saw Shawn standing before me with a frown on his face. I refuse to look at him so I glanced at the audience staring at us, not making eye contact

"Camila I'm sorry, please look at me" he said through his mic

I looked at him

"Princess I'm sorry" he whispered, still through the mic

He tried to hold my hand but I slapped it away. I sighed and stared at him, most likely because I'm salty

"I thought we really had something special. That our friendship can lead us to another journey, but I'm always the one who gets heartbroken." I spoke, I turned around and walked off out if the exit

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I reached home after 3 hours since I went to the park to sit, stare and cry my eyes out. I head upstairs to my studio, yes I have my own studio in my parents house. That's the place I go if I'm either sad or inspired. Since I am a singer, it was my comfort zone. I write songs and sing wether I'm sad. It helps my heart heal with happiness and it just relaxes me.

I sat before my grand piano. I touched the keys and felt it. I began to play the notes of my song I recently wrote called touch it.

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Just so you know

Ariana Grande sang Touch It

It's in her DW album

I'm just using it :))

Keep smiling lovies ♡