Why can't you just be happy for me. You get happy if I'm 100% perfect but one slight mistake I'm the worst person on earth. I'm a failure, a fuck up. I'm human and I'm bound to make mistakes. I'm allowed to have some error. I'm not perfection. Just because you act like you're 100% perfect doesn't mean I have to. I shouldn't be scared to make a mistake because of you. I should be accepting to make a mistake and not feel like a complete failure if I make one. I know I ask for a lot but you're asking for something that's taking a toll on my emotions and I can't keep living like this. I can't keep laughing the pain away from stress and anxiety. I can't keep acting a-okay when I just want to cry because of a small mistake.
