The reason why it doesn't rly feel like a crush is that I'm trynna not have a crush if that makes sense? Like I try to find something wrong with them and tey to focus on it for example oh bitch is a bad gamer ew or bitch has a weird voice when we talk alone irl or u don't even know what their sexual orientation is or rn I can't think of anything else they're pretty much perfect oops :(
BUT YEAH BASICALLY I'M MAKING MYSELF NOT HAVE A CRUSH proba bc Ik I don't stand a chance eh
