Promise? *Matthew Espinosa fanfic* *complete*

July 4th 8:48 pm

Elizabeth

Abby and the boys wanted to help me by cheering me up with movies like lilo & stitch, dumbo, Peter Pan and The nightmare before Christmas but they didn't work. I was to heart broken today. They were all sitting there listening to music when a certain song came up that reminded me of my sister. I started to feel tears roll down my face so I quickly wiped them and ran upstairs. I slammed my door and locked it. I missed her so much and I just wanted to see her one more time, to tell her I love her and everything else I need to let out! I wanted to say goodbye..

I heard a knock on the door but I didn't mind it, my head was hurting to much from crying and I couldn't breathe. I grabbed my pillow and screamed, making myself loose more breathe. I heard the door open and screamed,making myself loose most of my breathe. Now I was practically gasping for air but still screaming and crying. I didn't care about it anymore. She was to young to go! I shouldn't have said I hated her that day! I hate myself to this day! We were arguing and it just slipped it out. I didn't mean it. I would never hate her. I feel I'm the reason she did it, not because she didn't wanna face the pain from her sickness. I couldn't breathe but I kept screaming and crying until I seen black.

A/N: so guys. This happened ;(

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