July 18th 5:59 pm

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Elizabeth

I hear the word "Cameron" before not thinking twice, I sprint upstairs and walk into Cameron and Abby's room seeing Cameron laying on the bed on his phone, he looks at me and sits up "what do you want?" I rolled my eyes "get the fck out."

"I didn't do anything so why should I?" he chuckled and I grab the taser that's in the back of my pant pocket, that nobody knows I have. "yeah, you know what the fck you did, now tell me what did you do?" he shrugged and stood up "well, I'm seeing another girl–" I cut him off "really? and you are with my best friend?! what the fck Cameron! you better leave before I count to three, or else I'm fcking you up, cutting your wiener off and feeding it to cheeks and cheeky!" he chuckles and I look at him "you really think i'm playing?" I pull out my taser and he darts downstairs and I hear the front door slam,

I put the taser back into my pocket and walk downstairs seeing a confused Abby "what did you do?" she looked at me "oh, I just told him if he don't get out I'm feeding his wiener to the dogs across the road." she laughs, but not her usual laugh. I sigh "I'm going to try to get some sleep, I love you." she says and hugs me before going upstairs,

I watched her and looked down at my fingers, I hate seeing my best friend in pain, I go sit on the couch, I take my shoes off and get under the blanket. My phone goes off and I look down at it to see "heart breaker😔💔 has texted you" I bite my lip and click open the message.

heart breaker😔💔 –
hey E.

ex baby girl 💔💙 –
hi.

heart breaker😔💔 –
what's wrong?

ex baby girl 💔💙 –
nothing, why.?

heart breaker😔💔 –
you never put a period unless you are upset.

ex baby girl 💔💙 –
it's whatever.

heart breaker😔💔 –
no it's not, what's going on?

I sigh and put my phone away, he's Cameron's best friend so I kinda don't want to get into detail
with it especially with him. I lay down and close my eyes, about fifteen or not even that minutes later I hear a knock on the door and I groan slowly getting up.

Matthew

I knock on her door, stepping back a few steps and looking around with my hands in my jean pockets. It's been a while since I have been here, well it feels like it's been forever.

I hear foot steps so I turn my head towards the door which opens not even two minutes after, I see a messy hair Elizabeth. "what do you want Matthew?" she groaned and I smiled, she's so damn beautiful. "uh, go get dress in something comfortable. i'm taking you for a ride."

she bit her lip before nodding "alright, come in." she says and I nod walking inside of the house, she shuts the door before making her way upstairs, I follow and look around as I do. man I miss this, it sucks so much. why did I have to be an idiot?

"stay out here." Elizabeth says and I nod standing at her door, she shuts in and I look around, I hear a door open and I see Abigail. "what are you doing here?" she asked and I shrugged "going for a ride." She just nods and walks back into her room, she looked different.

Abby (from earlier)

I walk upstairs after telling Elizabeth I am going to bed, but I'm not really going to bed. I'm to upset to and I promised her a long time ago I wouldn't cry myself to sleep, I sigh and walk into my room shutting the door, I decide to take a shower. maybe it will help,

I walk into my bathroom and turn the water on, I get undress and get in after a bit, after I wash and shave and all, I get out and put on my underclothing, I look in the mirror.

what's wrong with me? why am I never good enough? am I to fat? am I to ugly? why did he choose her over me? I mean, she was fucking hot and I'm fucking not. I hate that I'm this ugly, I sighed.

{ trigger warning }

I look down at the razor that's on the sink. I clean it off before sitting down and running it against my wrist, after a couple times I see blood and I jump up throwing the razor down.

shit.
please tell me I did not just do that.
I can't believe I done that.
dammit.

tears roll down my eyes and I close them before opening them, I put on my clothes and grab a wash rag walking into my bed room and to my bed, I lay down and slowly wipe off the blood, jumping from the pain.

* that part is over •

I cry for about a hour, before I hear Elizabeth talking. I get up and put my hoodie on, walking to the door and opening it seeing Matthew standing there "what are you doing here?" he shrugged his shoulders and replied "going for a ride." I just nod my head and shut the door, locking it. I turn around and roll down to the floor, crying.

I cover my mouth so they can't hear me, I hear laughter coming out of Elizabeth and Matt's mouth. I continue to sob, I close my eyes and fall asleep, sitting up against my bed room door.

A/N: so guys I needed help from a friend and I got it so here you guys go! Thank you to -lovingDallas for writing this chapter and helping me with this! Bye lovies ♥️

Word count: 975

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