down and under

darkness has taken over

I gasp as I wake up from another nightmare in a cold sweat. I start to hyperventilating. I jump up to get some air, as I run over to my window I trip over my shoe.
"Stupid shoe" I growl as I get back up.
I open my window and I take a deep breath of cold winter air. I turn around and slide down the wall under my window.

I slightly bang my head on the wall and sigh. My wrist start to burn slightly, as I rub them. I feel a chill go up my spine as the wind blows the cold air into my room. I get up and close the window and walk towards my bed.

I lay down, after a while sleep takes over.
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I wake up to my alarm. I sigh as get out of my warm bed, I grab random clothes and my hoodie.  I walk over to my bathroom. I glance at the mirror, a look of  disgust falls on my face when  I look at my body.  I quickly peel my clothes of and jump into a vary hot shower.

I wish I could have a perfect life, be one of those kids that has a smile without a crack in it. I look at my wrist, the water stings my fresh cuts. I finish in the shower and puts my clothes on with my hoodie.

My phone starts ring, I slowly answer.
" GIRL what took you so long to answer" I hear Taylor scream at me.

"Chill...I was in the shower" I grumble.
" whatever. ..meet me at the park ASAP" she says.

"Why?" I mumble.

"Cuz...see you there" she says and hangs up.

Ughhh. I pull at my hair.i just want to stay home. Sluggishly I brush my hair and pull on my high tops.  I grab my phone and walk towards the door.

I walk down the street towards the park, a slight wind blows my hair back. I finally see the park up a head, I walk slightly faster. When I get there I don't see Taylor anywhere.  I let out a big sigh, and walks towards the swings and sits on them. I must have zoned out because the next thing I know Taylor is waving her hand in front of my face.

"Jez I was trying to get you out of you little dream world for awhile...are you ok?" Taylor asked worried.

"Uhh yeah I am good" I fake smile.

"You sure?"

"Yep" I smile.

"Hmm okay then let's go" she says as she grabs my hand.

I sigh as I follow her.
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A/n here umm so if you don't like this book don't put hate..simply if you don't like it don't read it. Another thing I have bad spelling and grammar...so if that bugs you thud may not be the book for you....idk if I will continue this book...the first chapter is boring sorry...I don't  write much soooo give me a break.. it's also not vary long but I might make them longer...

See you later my nuggets♡♡