I wake up. The day is cold. The floor freezes my feet. I rush into the bathroom to fix my hair and brush my teeth. Mom is already awake and dressed in a pretty maroon and black dress for Sunday school and Lieza is wearing a pink dress with a white bow planted on her head. They always dress nicely for church. I push my thoughts to the side and go to my closet. I dress in a blue and black button shirt and jeans......
She crosses my mind. I cant help but to tremble at the thought of her. My mouth begins to water.
Her body. Her voice.
herNo. My mind is a landscape that Satan loves to venture in. Ill leave my thoughts behind again. The drive is long but i look forward to what awaits.
The cool air bites my cheeks but i quickly rush into the church to warm myself up. Mom and Lieza not too far behind. I search the crowd and goodness.
Fuck
I see her.
A rose in her hair
Black Leggings
God would forbid such tight clothing in his home but damn.
She makes me want to sin
Forgive me lord
Ill sin for her