Eeeek I'm so sorry! I know I haven't updated since like November and Im really sorry, if I'm being honest I have no excuse on why I haven't been on. But I'm back now and ready to update as much as I can! This chapter is inspired by that show called SuperNanny (I think thats the name) by using some of the behaviour I have seen watching the show.
Just a warning Briar isn't going to act her usual self like normal in this but Myles is most likely
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Briar's P.O.V
"Bye daddy!" My five year old daughters giggling waving at Myles as he heads off to the studio to teach his dance class. I smile slightly while putting the breakfast onto the table for Caleb and Ethan then I grab Amelia and Lily's. Its kind of odd that I has two twin boys then two girls."Amelia! Lily! Breakfast" I tell them placing the kids food on the table, I sit down praying this day wont be as awful as it is everyday. If you don't know what I'm talking about its that Amelia and Lily are very cheeky and very disrespectful, they obviously don't take after their mother....or father. For example they like to throw tantrums and kick, punch, hit and of course their personal favourite shouting. Of course I get very stressed out and frustrated with them sometimes I can't control my anger. I also forgot to mention that Caleb and Ethan are now 8.
"I don't want to eat this!' Amelia tells me pushing away her food and crossing her arms, followed by Lily.
"Yes you do! Now eat up honey" I push their food towards them as Caleb and Ethan prepare themselves.
"I.Don't.Want.It!" Amelia pick ups her food and throws it onto the floor
"Amelia Grace Erlick!" I shout getting up and picking up the bowl of cereal.
"I told you I wanted toast!"
"Well now your not getting anything!" I grab her arm and drag her to the kitchen to clean up whatever spilled on her.
"Mummy! Your hurting me" She cries as my hand weakly grips on her arm
"No I'm not" I pick her up placing her onto the bench wiping down her clothes
This is not even half of what she does let alone Lily.
*Later*
Its now almost dinner time and getting them well Lily...in their pyjamas is usually my main struggle of the day. Good thing Amelia decided to cooperate with me tonight."Give me back my toy!" Lily shouts as she throws a tantrum
"No! Not until you get into your pyjamas!" I tell her, this is our nighttime usually goes
"BUT I NEED IT!" She screams hitting and kicking me
"Do you want to get a time out?" I ask her sternly
"No!"
"Then please go and get dressed" I tell her calming myself
"But I need my toy!" I hear the front door open then close
"Im home!" Myles shouts, I sigh in frustration placing the toy on the dresser walking out to the kitchen
"Hey babe, how was your day?" Myles smiles kissing me
"Horrible! What about yours?"
"It was great"
"Of course" I say sarcastically
"DADDY!" Lily shouts, Myles kisses me one more and heads into the girls room and I follow behind
"Whats wrong sweetie?" Myles asks confused
"Mummy took my toy away!" She says stomping her foot, he reaches is up and grabs it off the dresser handing it to her
"Myles!" I whisper shout, he looks at me for a second then realises I must have taken it off her for a reason. He goes to grab it off her but I just give him a look telling him not to know I will handle it.
"You know you can't have it, until you get in your pyjamas!" I tell her trying to take it off her.
"NO!" We fight over it for a moment until she bites my arm.
"Lily!" I shout snatching the toy from her, she runs out into the play room where her brothers and surprisingly well behaved sister is playing as she did decided to cooperate with me.
"I can't deal with this" I groan as I walk out to see Lily and Amelia fighting over a toy car.
"Find another toy to play with!" Lily says cheekily hitting Amelia in the face with it.
"Daddy" Amelia sobs running over to him
"Come on I will get you some ice" I stomp over to Lily grabbing the toy off her and picking her up
"Let go of me you bitch!" Lily shouts I stand gobsmacked at the language she just used and also that she is only five using that language. I take her living room and place her into the time out area.
"Don't move!" I shout letting go off her and walking away before filling someone kicking me
"LILY!" I grab her arm not to tight just a little bit
"YOU DO NOT KICK MUMMY! NOW STAY HERE AND DON'T MOVE!" I scream loosing all of my patience (well damn Briar....)
I turn around and notice Myles standing by the stairs, I push past him with tears down my face going into our room and slamming the door. The door opens and I look up to see Myles
"Oh baby, come here" I walk over to him hiding my face into his shoulder as I cry
"Its okay, I'm right here" He soothes rubbing my back
"What have I done wrong Mylo? Am I not a good enough mum for her?" I sob
"No don't ever think that, your an amazing mother and I know that she loves you" Myles says as I pull back sitting on our bed wiping my eyes while Myles sits next to me.
"I just don't understand where I went wrong, this happens everyday and Im sick of it I just wish I knew how to control them" I say as tears fall from my eyes
"I know its not easy, I wish I was here everyday to help you but maybe all we have to do is be little bit more tougher with the consequences they will receive if they continue to do this" Myles tells me
"I guess your right, but what also doesn't help is that I can't spend time with Ethan and Caleb because I'm either screaming at Amelia or getting hurt by Lily"
"I think tomorrow you need some time off from the kids and maybe call up Jordan, Victoria and Brittany and maybe just go shopping or something just to relieve some stress" I nod and lay my head on his shoulder
"I love you" Myles says to me
"I love you too, I don't what I would do with out you" I stand up giving Myles a kiss and we head out to check on the kids, I instantly remember Lily was still in time out so I head downstairs and Lily comes running over to me and gives me a hug
"Im sorry mummy, I love you" I smile and hug her back
"Love you too sweetie"
Good Luck tomorrow Mylo....
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THIS WAS SO LONG! But who else thought Briar and Myles section was adorable! I did!!