Damn Danielle (Old Version) Being renewed

Back in the hell hole

Danielle

{Chapter 7} He turned to look at me for a moment, "It won't matter to me." He leaned closer and brushed my hair back, "I don't care if your wolf surface or not, we both know that you're my mate and that's all that matters to me."

"But, I want to feel something. It was always my dream to experience the feeling my mother always talked about and now, it's all shattered by a wolf that doesn't want to come out."

"Patience baby, I know it's hard but with time you'll see that she'll come out." He brushed my cheek with his thumb and gave me a reassurance smile. "Don't think about that right now, let's just enjoy this moment okay?"

"Okay." I nodded my head and gave him a small smile as we leaned in for a kiss. I pulled away from him and rested my head on his shoulder, biting from my pizza. I chewed the goods and gulped it down. I finished off the rest of my pizza and grabbed another one, giving Kellan one too.

After we finished eating, Kellan put the box into the trashcan and came back to finish watching the movie with me. After that, we went for something to drink and headed down the beach.

The night was quiet, the only thing we could here was the sound of waves crashing against the shore. Kellan dripped a blanket over us and pulled me closer, my head resting on his shoulders as we took some fresh air.

"When you left, I thought that maybe you had given up on us." I looked up at him, "Then I thought about everything and, I just knew that even if you had given up on us I shouldn't."

"But somehow, after everything we've been through, after how many times you tried. Something told me that you wouldn't give up on us just like that. You were my best friend, the greatest gift a girl can get."

"You get me, you know how to make me laugh, how to make me feel strong and to move on and just be happy. You're the only one that can support my stubborn side and annoying self." We chuckled, "I didn't need a wolf to fall in love with you, I just did. I don't need a connection or a pull, or tingles or whatever you feel with your mate to know that I love you with everything within me."

"You're the only guy that can support my craziness and my attitude, no matter how much I rebel, I scream, I kick. You will still be there for me when I need you, even if I say fuck us." We laughed at that, "You don't know how much I love you."

"And you don't know how much I do. There wasn't a day where I didn't think about you. You were on my mind every time. I felt bad for leaving, but I found that opportunity to give you some space, to give you some time to think."

"After I left, I hated the fact I did. I wanted to say fuck it and just come back but I wanted to give you your space, your time to think this through. You weren't feeling what I was feeling, you didn't receive the pull and the tingles you thought you'd feel."

"On the other side, I hated the fact that my mate didn't felt the pull but I wanted to try. No matter how many times you brush me off, saying that I was confusing things because I wasn't your mate."

"I get it, I get it all. You were somewhat mad that you weren't feeling anything, I knew you wanted it. I saw it in your eyes. That was the reason I kept trying, no matter how many times you screamed at me, kicked me out."

"That night when you allowed yourself to be with me I felt it, the pull was lightly but I still did and I looked at you in the eyes, I saw that your feelings changed. But I knew that you weren't ready yet, you still needed time so I accepted the alpha training and left."

"It killed me, my wolf was angry, I was angry at myself. It made me fought harder to come home and to take back what was mine. I was determinate to fight for us, I knew you'd be angry at me, but I was determinate to get you back, no matter at what cost."