Damn Danielle (Old Version) Being renewed

Epilogue

Danielle

{Chapter 16} I respect Kellan for giving me my space, with school starting again. It was a good distraction. As for Jessica, I don't know and I don't care, I haven't put a foot in the pack house, it was school, home. That's what I did every day of the week.

My stomach grew an inch each day, I still couldn't wrap my head around the pregnancy idea. To help me, my mother took me to a yarn store and brought different yarns colors and knitting needles, in my free time, I'd knit, just for fun and to help me at the same time.

After many fails, I finally managed to make a hat. And soon enough, I was able to make a dress, or what seems like a dress. I burst into giggles, shaking my head as I stood up from the rocking chair, looking around the room my mother and I were making for the baby.

I glanced down, rubbing my stomach. To think that three months went by like this, so fast. I smiled shortly, walking toward the slide door and slid it open, the curtains blowing outside due to the strong wind and I walked out of the balcony. 

I brushed my hands up and down my arms, breathing out deeply as I touched the railings, staring at the pack from up here. I closed my eyes, inhaling deeply as I slumped my shoulders. "Honey, what are you doing outside? It's cold. Come on. Let's get in."

My mother wrapped her arm around me as she guided me inside, closing the door behind us as she locked the door. "It's late, tomorrow is Kentia's birthday. I know that you're mad but honey, it's been three months. I know that it's killing you, don't let it kill you. He distanced himself like you asked, what more do you want?"

"Mom, do you think that what he did was something slightly? I know that I exaggerate most of the times but this time, he did something that was wrong. If it was the woman, the other way around. They would have act as if the world ended but when it comes to us woman is exaggeration? Is being dramatic?"

"He knew that I was right, if not he wouldn't have give me my space for this long. If it was me, he caught kissing with some other dude, he'd said much worse things, he'd react another way because as always, a man can always come with an excuse but when it comes to woman we can't?"

"She kissed him whenever she wanted because she knew that he'd say the same thing and not do anything against her, she played her card very well, he wasn't strong enough to put a stop to her. If it was me who he caught kissing a guy, he would have killed the guy and tell me that he never wants to see me again but as always Danielle is the one exaggerating."

 My mother sighed, "I didn't say that you were wrong, but it's been three months for a kiss, he told you that she didn't matter to him. How long are you going to break him like this Danielle?"

"And he didn't break me? Accepting for another woman to kiss him, just scolding her as if she was a child, letting her do it again and again, just to remind her that he loves another woman? Didn't she get the memo when she first kissed him? For all I know, he could have kissed her back, touching her and caressing her before pulling away, remembering his mistake?"

"Danielle, don't get things into your head! Don't fill your head with silly things that never happened. Kellan is your mate! You can't stay away from him because you're mad, it doesn't work like that. You sit back and relax, go back to him and resolve things. This has to end. What will happen when the baby is born ha? You'll leave with her or him every time you and Kellan fight? Stay months without seeing him? Wake up, and start doing what's right, stop thinking about you for once in your life!"

My mother scared me, she never talked to me like that. I flinched when she closed the door hard and closed my eyes briefly, breathing out as I looked away, running my fingers through my hair.