#1 I don't know if I can do this long distant relationship, I'm having my doubts.
#2Talk to me, hon. What doubts are you having?
#1The one time or many times im ready for her to come on, like today yesterday I talked to her rped, from 9- 11 o clock at night then I told her ill be on at 12 in the afternoon, she comes I see her on and happy, and she says shes going to a DISNEY Hotel, and doesn't know when shell be back. Like everytime im ready for her sh** happened....
#1If its not schools its that shes not able to come on b/c of her parents or her brothers tablet.We barely get any time together, then when we do its for a second or two.
#2Part of the problem is you are both in trouble and not able to be on as much as you would like. And, she is discovering that there is an outside world. That will also get in the way. But, she loves you. I know you need more time. I couldn't handle a relationship where we only see each other a few times a week. And then only for a few mins... You have to be strong, hon. Is she worth it, is the real question.
#1IDk.
#1I love her, but I just I have had problems in the past, I can't find friends, I can't keep one, I moved and couldn't stop my BFFlAD (Bestfriendforeverthroughlifeanddeath) From leaving me, we've lost contact with each other, then here comes zoe, and I thought hey you know it's online but she could be my actual best friend which turns into more, and now I just feel like the whole world is just slowly crashing down on me. I feel like im just going to lose her just like I've lost everybody else in my life. No bestfriends, Anything really dramatic happeneds, and my parents will divorce, I just feel like I haven't told her everything, I try to talk to her but we end up talking about something stupid, it just feels like no one in this world wants to talk about anything serious anymore. I can say shes worth it, I do love her, the problem is I don't feel it, I've been hurt so manytimes I feel like I cant feel anything that's real anymore.
#2I totally understand feeling empty even though you say you love someone. You should be able to talk to her about serious stuff. And you should try even if you're worried about it. You guys can role-play all you want but that won't make a relationship. It could also be she is afraid and Confused. She doesn't know how to be with a girl and she's afraid of messing up. So the best thing you can do is try and talk to her about it.
#1Yeah. I get what your saying.
#1It's still hard to talk when one second there on, next shes gone.
#2Yeah, I know. I couldn't handle it. I need someone who is there. And tbh, I want someone I can actually hold...
#1Hey.
#2Hey Any Better?
#1I've been playing games so no thought about it, and shes not back yet to talk so.....
doesn't matter.....................
#2*hugs you tight* it does matter...
#1*hugs back* ..................................................................
#2*keeps holding you* just give it time, hon
#1I Know.
I just feel like it's not gonna last that would be awesome if it would.
I mean I don't want her to think i'm suicidal, are you know something serious, I have been through depression, still kinda am considering that's all going on in my life right now. I don't take things very easy. I try to act like it's nothing, even when it's not and I just bury it inside. I don't want to lose her Jacob, but i'm trying so hard, too hard that she's just gonna run away. I don't want us to don be friends anymore. I feel like im just acting stupid right now, like i'm over reacting.
#2yeah, but that's not not really it tho. Your thoughts are from fear. But I want you to promise me that if things get bad, you talk to me before anything. You are important to me, your life is important to me. I'm here for you. And I'll help with Zoe, if you need me to. I want you both happy.
yay shes on bye!
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