"Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know"
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"If I were you, I'll just drop out here and go to my mama and cry because someone bullied me! Huhuhu" she faked a cry in front of me, in front of her squad.
"S-stop i-it As-Ashley Please..." I pleaded to her. But she just laugh on my face then hit me with her books.
"If you don't want me to do this things to you, then drop out. Easy as that!" She shoved her all 4 books on my face then kneel on my front and get my face with her right hand.
"From now on, I want you to be my slave when we are inside the school. Understand?" And there, she shove me again but not like what she did a while ago, now she's holding my face and sandwiching may head through her rough hand and the rough floor.
God why am I such an unlucky person? What I have done wrong? Why do you always want me to be hurt by them??! Why?!
"UNDERSTAND?!" Ashley shouted in my ear. ARGH!! It hurts so much!
"YES! I UNDERSTAND! J-just l-let me g-go." I whimper when she remove her hand on my face.
"Then I see you by 7 am everyday. In the front gate. You understand?" She looked at me, waiting for my answer. I'm still lying here on the floor. I think my muscle had already give up cause it hurts like hell!!
"Yes." Then she walked away.
I would never forget that day when everything seems wanted me to just die. After that incident in my OWN locker room where every students watching us like we were on a shooting. When I had gained my strength, I hurriedly go back to my room to get my bag. As I ran, I heard whispers and its about me. About how weak I am. About how whipped I am to Ashley. About how I doest fit in this school. And about how ugly am I! All those freaking comments of them made my day they more awful that it is!
I remembered the times I cried and lock up myself just to hide from my parents. I don't want them to know that their daughter is weak! My father always tells me how proud he is because I am strong! That no one can go and hurt me! But he is wrong! My mother? She left us after knowing that I am weak. Understandable, right? She said that she don't want a child that cannot put her in a high place. She said that she don't want a child that cannot raise herself. She said that she.. she don't want me! I am a nothing but a trash in this world! Why can't I just have a simple and normal life back then?? A elementary student that had a happy and whole family!! WHY?!
7 am, I would never wanna get up or look on any watches or any things that have a time on it. I wanna kill myself whenever I looked to my watch and see that its already that freaking time! You know what makes me do when I saw it?? I ran. Why? Cause I do not want to be hurt again!
I don't want to get up right know. I'm already in school, seating on my desk. I have a bad night yesterday. My mom get back and I hurriedly ran to her and hugged her tightly. All of a sudden I was in the floor. I looked up and saw a furious eyes glaring on me. I tried to get up but get down again when she smack me using her right hand. My tears started to roll on my cheeks down to the cold floor.
"Don't ever touch me! You son of a b-----"
*pack*
"Stop it Lauren! Go out in my house!!" My dad slap my mother and shouted at her.
"Listen Mike, THIS.IS.ALSO.MY.FREAKING.HOUSE.!!"
and she walk away leaving my dad angry and leaving me, down in the floor crying blood.
I stopped myself from tearing up when the bell rings, it means you have to be on your designated room. I looked at my phone.
7:35
I saw 2 messages and when I open it, THE HELL!
From: Ashley (7:15 am)
: Well where are you my little slave?
From: Ashley (7:30 am)
: Pray for your life b**ch
I'll die.
*boogsh*
Suddenly two big men come to me and grab both my arms and lift me up. They walk to the front. I tried to struggled but I failed then I heard a laugh.
"Hello there my friend." Ashley came to the scene with her little kittens in her back.
"R-release me A-Ashley! P-please!" Again tears running my face.
"Aww don't' cry. We'll just play okay?" She wipe my tears using her hand then smirked at me.
"Go get her and go to the gate." She said to the two big men who was holding me tight.
"NO!!!" I scream but as usual, no one will help me.
When we arrived at the gate, I was thrown in the ground, AGAIN. I again tried to stand up but miserably failed. So I just stay there with a bleeding knee.
"Ready my friend?" Ashley asked. I just huffed as an answer.
"Then boys!" I just shut my eyes close. I don't want people to see like this. I want them to see me as a normal student.
A cold water splash in me from my head. When I say cold, IT IS FREAKING COLD!!!! I shivered because of this but I didn't run and hide to them. I want to show that they were wrong to mess up on me!
Slowly but surely, I stand up from where I am and slowly walk to those girls laughing there ass on me.
"Satisfied my friend?" I asked.
"Oh no not yet. Its too early to say goodbye." That smirk! I just want to rip that face of her!
"But I am!" Then
*smack*
She fell.
"I wont say this again Mendez. DONT.MESS.UP.WITH.ME.!!" I shouted.
"Hahahaha! Do you even here what are saying? Who are you to make a scene? Do you even know on who your talking and hurting with??" She looked at me with her angry face then slowly smirked. Then all of a sudden she snap her fingers and....
*bammm*
A gun shot.
Before I drifted to sleep, I heard her went to me and told something.
"If you are not a flirt you'll never be in this situation. You stole my love ones! You got everything you want but why do you have to steal what mine!! You stole Alex!!!" She scream.
Alex. Alexander. I freaking hate you!
"But love him and he loves me too. I never stole him from you." I whisper.
"Yes you did! *smack* I *smack* hate *smack* you *smack* freaking *smack* snakeee *smack*!!!"
And all went black. My favorite color.
If loving someone can hurt us, why do Jesus teach us what love is? Why does Jesus made the word 'love'?
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Yehet dehet! Chapter 1 done!
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