When I Woke Up

THE DAY THAT I REALIZED

It started with a piece of chocolate i placed under your pillow,
--where i asked a lot of people just to know your name.
--when i enthusiastically wake you up, the guys, to join the group having fun downstairs.

When i started to notice that we have common friends,
--and actually, we became inside A circle of friends.

When i started to notice that we're already eating together with the group.

When i noticed that we have the same way going home, and decided to go home together for the sake of taxi receipt and thriftiness,
--actually also because we have started to be friends.

When i remembered that you offered your shoulder for me to sleep
--sabi mo nun masakit sa leeg yan, oh. (Here, your neck might get hurt)

When i started to notice that everytime you're beside me, i deeply fell asleep
--wala kong magawa, anlapad kasi ansarap tulugan, parang unan wahahahah.(i don't have a choice, your shoulder's too broad that catch my head like my pillow)

When i started to notice that we are teasing each other, arguing for every little things, we are making fun of each other without being irritated.

I just suddenly realized that yes, this guy is the second guy that i felt comfortable with in this place.

I was so enlightened that i found another guy like you that i think i will always be with. --kase nga lumaki ako at nasanay na guys ang nasa paligid ko,nakakamiss kaya.(because i just grew up surrounded with guys, and i'm missed them)

I was like a kid that i found my lost kuya, lost TWO kuyas in fact.

when i started to notice that some of them found us sweet, --tsss. Natutulog lang ako sweet na?tropa kaya tong batang to!nanghiram ako nang mug, sweet na?tss. Tropa kaya to!binigyan nang pagkaen sweet na?sayang kaya, di ba pwedeng inilipat lang yung responsibilidad na ubusin yung food?yung pictures na lumalabas kapag tulog at kasama ka?natatawa ako.
(So sleeping at one's shoulder looks sweet? he's my friend! Giving foods? Looks sweet? Those pictures while sleeping? Wahahahahaha, funny!)

I dont know what to tell them but to laugh,
--i think it would explain that there's no something.

I really enjoyed and continue to enjoy the days that i will be hanging out with you.

I told to myself, YOU ARE ONE OF THE FRIENDS I FOUND FOR KEEP.

IT STARTED with a piece of chocolate bar.

But there's a day, JUST A DAY! that i forgot all those mem'ries.
That i didn't noticed what i'm feelin!
That i am not sure of what i am thinkin!
That i shrug off all those daily routine we're into.
That day that i was like 😱
That day that i was like, --shit no!
That day that i was like, --bakit? di pwede!(why! It can't be!)
That day that i was like, --baka isipin niya sinasamantala ko yung closeness? (He might think i'm taking advantage to our closeness)
That day that i was like, --shit! Baka isipin niya kaya ako lagi tulog sa kanya? (He might think that that's why i'm always at his shoulders)
That day that i was like, --shit! baka isipin nya kaya lagi ako nasabay sa kanila kumaen? (He might think that's why i am always with them buying foods)
That day that i was like, --shit! Baka isipin niya kaya lagi akong nakatambay sa cube nila? (He might think that's why i'm always at their place)
BUT THE HELL NO!!!
I DON'T EVEN THINK AND SEE MYSELF taking advantages for those.
Those things became my routine because i see him as one of my two brothers at work.
BUT, one day, when i woke up....
i can't explain what i feel.
I can't explain what i am thinking of.
Setting aside those mem'ries.
It just came into my mind, --no my heart actually
That i started to admire him, --shut up girl! It's just because he's cool
Then, i started to be inspired because of him, --shut up cyra, it's just because he's giving everyone goodvibes
I tried to stop those feelings.
TRUST ME, I TRIED!
But still,
From admiring him,
To being inspire because of him,
Then,..
When i woke up that day,
I realized that...
That...
That, i already like him, --i like him a lot actually
Not the way he's doing, but the way he is.
--no, i started to love him then.