My very bad ass Alpha boy

You are my drug - Chapter Seven

"Hey sleepy head wake up" Rai's voice tingled my skin..

"Mmm.." I still was half asleep, as his lips started covering my tired skin in tiny kisses. It took me a while to wake up and comprehend what actually happened. When I did, I yanked the sheets up, to cover my naked body and let out a terrifying scream as the realisation of this mistake I made last night hit me straight in the brain.

Yes, I did what I always do in this situations, I grabbed my staff and ran away... Because I needed a safe place to think and comprehend the current situation, and as my brain was working like a racing horse I very quickly found such a place. So I picked my phone out of hm purse and dialled Indi's number

BEEEP

BEEEP

BEEEP

"Ahhhh"

BEEP

"Halo? What's up?"

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And this is how I found myself standing with my packed suitcase in front of Indi's door. Debating on whether she is letting me stay because she wants too or because she feels she doesn't have a choice..

Soon enough I figured I was there because she wanted me too. Indi was living with her brother (her parents died long long ago), who worked for some massive computer company, and was hardly ever home, as he was 'making money to feed her' however with my arrival I managed to bring them closer to each other, and they both developed some sort of adoration towards me for making them a family again and they instantly gave me a place in their small but yet warm and loving family. And I have to say I was so happy while living with them. I forgot about all my troubles, I went to school and saw my protector occasionally to let him know I was still alive, I was still fuming with anger every time I saw him because he kept such a big secret from me, and I was just not ready to forgive him yet! But I spent most of my time with this two idiots, I mean India and Jonas - her brother. Now, you are probably wondering what happened to me and Al? Well it soon hit me that sex with Rai broke our bond, me and Al were no longer mated. We were still mates but I wasn't marked anymore! I haven't seen him since but maybe it was for the best as I was tangling up in my feelings for this two men and I was much happier being alone until I figured my self out, after all it's just been a few weeks and I managed to finally start going to school and living normally ignoring the pain and discomfort in my chest every time I thought about either of them and the pain I might have cause them.

Anyway right now I was in school counting seconds until the end of this stupid school day so I could get home and watch twilight with India AGAIN, but don't judge it's my favourite movie ever, and staff my face with dairy chocolate bars.

SPANISH

ENGLISH

LUNCH

ART

LITERATURE

phhh end of school. I picked up my staff heading towards the door and in direction of the spot where I usually parked my bike, dreaming about that bars of chocolate awaiting for me at home... A pleasant smile grew on my face after such thoughts.

By the time I got to my spot, my bike wasn't there, instead there was a red Ferrari and half of the school whispering a few metres away from it.

I'm sure you can picture my facial expression as I lost the smile and stared at smirking Rai with his sexy ass smile on his stupid face and OMG.. My favourite flowers. Ah this Spanish bastards sure do know two things: how to still my bike and melt my heart.

"What do u want" I whimper through my hard locked teeth giving him the worst death stare I could possibly give.

"Hey princess.. Well you see, your bike was causing inconvenience... to me. So I moved it" His face was all shining with glory as he was saying this. "and how could I let you my little princess, ride a thing that threatens your precious life" he face changed to a concerned expressions ms he lost his joky smile "and finally I just needed an excuse to see you.. give you a ride home..." He finished letting his eyes glow with truth and kindness as he whispered the last words into my ear.

God I feel so lost again. Every time I look at him I feel a whole zoo racing in my stomach.

He reached forward to move my hair from my face and as he did, I felt fireworks exploding at where he touched my skin, and I instinctively clanged my hand into his and closed my eyes suddenly as I felt so safe when I had his hand on my cheek. I inhaled his sexy smell, closing my hand even tighter on his. I forgot about everyone watching us, it felt as at that moment it was just us two standing in the parking lot and there were no complications, just simply two people loving each other through every second. And and at that moment we were internal, and the world froze for us.

"Effy!" someone screamed from the opposite end of the parking space, I saw Indi giving me evils "Come on" she screamed pulling me out of my moment. So I snapped his hand off and quickly mumbled under my breath

"If you wanted me, you would have come earlier, I'm not a toy Rai. I'll get a ride with India."

"I'm sorry Effs! Please hear me out!" He shouted at my back as I paced away from him.

"Rai back off. Give your apologies to someone else! Come back when you mean it asshole. And if I don't get my bike back I swear to God I will fucking trash your house! And shove you sorries up your asshole" I spitted getting inside India's car, providing free amusement to the whole school. I don't even know why I was so mad at him. I just was. I think I was more mad at Al because Rai at list got some balls and came back to me but Al never did. Anyway I wasn't happy, he interrupted my peace and quiet, but I was way more mad because I liked him so much! He gave a sensation of what could become love and I wanted it. I wanted it bad!

"Effy... I know you like him, you don't need to hide it from me. but just hear me out, ok?" I sighed "Rai is a very very bad boy. Not even a boy, he's basically a man. and you don't need that! You need someone honest, who can make you feel so loved, and that is Al... Just please Effy! Make the right choice!" I kept quiet not answering her, just thinking about what she said. for the rest of the journey she turned the music in the car up so I wouldn't have to try and keep up a pointless conversation but I did have to deal with her ridiculous singing.

When I got to India's home, I found Al siting on the stairs and almost died as soon as I saw him. two in one day.. God Effy! He looked sooooo bad. He had bags under his eyes, bitten nails and crazy, hungry, lost look. When I saw him, we didn't even need to say a word to each other I just jumped into his arms and hid my head into his chest as he started drawing circles on my back.

"I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, I'm sorry Effy! But I can't live with out you, seriously I just can't! There's nothing there for me anymore. Its just this empty darkness and it scares me, because you are not there. I tried to let you go! really I tried.. And I failed! I refuse Effy! I will fight for your heart until I know there isn't even a slightest hint of hope and then I will give in." he breathed out.

"Al, I'm sorry, it's not your fault cause I'm a whore. I hurt you and I hurt myself for nothing. my feelings were confused Al. I'm so glad you came! And I'm here now, it's not empty anymore.. We need each other but just know that I'm not sure of anything yet, I don't know about Rai. It's all so strange and weird Al." He kisses my forehead, bringing me into and even tighter hug and rocking me from side to side like a baby and whispering in my ear words of love. We just sat on those stairs until it got dark and then we went back into the house.. I was so tired I went to bad but I was so scared he would leave me... So he stayed hugging me and kissing me all night.

And it was perfect because I woke up in the morning in his strong hands and that is all I needed.

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From that day on I started getting bombarded by dates from both men in my life and that was crazy, the worst thing was that I fall in love with both and I knew I would have to make a choice soon but for now I just couldn't because I they were my drugs and I could not live with out them.