Save Me

Fear is very powerful

I tried speak again but I still couldn't make a sound. Yesterday my bullys forced me to drink something that hurt my throat and mouth to the point were I couldn't even make a sound. And today is finals presentations. I kept my head down. Maybe they will be so worried by the finals that they'll postpone my torture till after school. Oh please! I maneged to make it to my locker. I emptyed it everything I needed and put it all in my bag. I was about to close my locker when I felt myself bieng pushed and my backpack bieng torn off. Fuck please no. Before they closed the door though they handcuffed me to the door. "Have fun in there fag." I felt the door close and them laughing at me. I heard a click of my locker's lock. "Oh and thanks for doing all my finalls." Said Victoria as the bell rang. She was the Queen of the group who bullied me. I don't even get why people bully me. Nobody else steps in. They just whatch, chere it on it ignore it. Even my mom. Though in her case she's a little crazy so I forgive her, I guess. But it still doesn't make sence. I started to tear up and cry soundlessly. They always say I deserve it. Cause I'm gay or cause I'm ugly, fat, stupid, ext. No matter how hard I worked to be better they kept bullying me. You know, I think they are right. I do deserve it. Here I am stuck in an uncomfortable position in a locked locked and all I could do was cry. I'm such a baby. I heard voices outside but I gnored them. They would ignore me once they knew it was me so there was no point. I heard the voices get closer to me and I decided that I might as well just listen in. It was an anoying upbeat women. "This is the sience hall. If you have any sience classes they will be-"  The were suddenly interupted by someone messing with my locker. I jumped and hit my head. "What the hell do you think you're doing!?" I heard the women yell. I heard a growl from someone very close to my locker. It wasn't a human growl either. I tried to make myself smaller than I already was. The growl was terrifying. "I'll go get a janitor to help you get the locker open." The women said. I heard the click of heels as she retreated. Oh please don't I'd rather be safe in my locker. The person kept trying to brake my locker down. Please tell me they can't brake it down. I was as silent as I could be. I didn't move and I breathed the minimal. I heard mumbling from the other side. Then what seemed to be a resonse from someone else. I heard the clicks of heals. Oh thank god. I heard the person step aside and the jangle of keys. God I take it back, you're an asshole. I am going to die. The door clicked and someone pulled the door open and pulled me with it cause I am still cuffed to the fucking door. There was a staff member I recognized and a janitor. As well as triplets looking like they wanted to kill someone. The buffest one pushed the Janitor aside and walked right up to me exclaiming, "Who did this to you?!" I backed up as far as I could which is hard when your cuffed to a locker door. I literally had nowere to go. He looked guilty when he saw he scared me. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you." He said much quieter. I didn't move. I couldn't move. I felt like I was frozen. I couldn't do anything at all. He examined my position and realized I was stuch to the locker door. "Get him off the fucking locker door!" He yelled turning to the janitor. The janitor rushed over to me and used a paper clip to free me. As soon as they were off I bolted. I am not going to die. I ran towards one of the vacant classrooms. It wasn't used cause the population of the school was so low. I heard them following me so I took a few extra turns to avoid them. I finally made it and they weren't in sight. It unlocked at all times for some odd reason. I was the only person that ever went in here. Everyone else thought it was haunted. Though I'm 85% sure it isn't. I relaxed catching my breath. I'm safe. Right than the door opened and they walked in. I ran to the furthest corner from the door. Though being the idiot I am I didn't realize that a corner don't have escape routes. Turned around with them right behind me and jumped away from them. I fell on my butt but just scooted into the corner curling up into a ball. I squeezed my eyes shut. "Hey calm down, we're not going to hurt you." One of them said getting closer to me though I recognized it wasn't the yelly guy. I couldn't tell if they lied or not. I really believe they are going to hurt me. Every instinct in my body says run if you want to live. But I can't I'm cornered. "Hey, can we know your name?" One of them asked. If I could talk it would still be a no. Though I can't talk. So I just opened my eyes and looked up. They were sitting down right in front of me but still gave me a lot of distance. The guy on the left smiled at me and continued talking when he realized I wouldn't answer. "I'm Jack, the idot that scared you is Leo but don't worry he was just trying to help you, then over there is Frank." He pointed them all out for me. I ducked my head when I looked at Leo. I don't care what Jack said. They all were scaring me. "Can you you tell us your name?" Jack repeated. I shook my head. "Why not," Leo asked angrly. I ducked my head a bit more. "Leo, you're still scaring him so shut up. Though can you tell us why not?" Frank asked. I was wierdly not very afraid of Frank. I unconciously stopped ducking my head away. I shook my head. "Can you talk?" Frank asked. He seemed a little scared on my answer. I nodded my head and then shook my head hoping he would get it but he just looked confused. "How about you just write it down, would that be easier?" Jack asked pulling out a note book and pencil. I nodded my head. He slid it over to me and I slowly reached down to grab it. I quickly wrote down what I want to say and slid it back. Jack read it for the others,"I can talk I just lost my voice. My name is Nitorian can you leave me alone now?" They all looked relieved happy than sad as Jack read it. Witch made no sence to me. No one cares this much about me. Jack passed it back. "Why do you want us to go?" I wrote down an answer and sent it back. "Why do you want to stay?" They looked upset with my answer. I didn't want to make them upset cause that never ends well but they were acting weird. Right now I would usally be begging for them to stop beating me up. "Why would we want to leave?" I looked at him to see if he was joking. Then wrote down the answer and slid it back."Do you even see me right now. You would leave cause I'm the- This is a lie. I am not reading that." He tore out what I wrote and tore it to shreds. I didn't get it. I wasn't lieing. So why would he react that way. He slid it back to me. "Who handcuffed and locked you in that locker? And who told you all those lies about you?" He was starting to scare me. I quickly wrote down the answer and slid it back. I duck my head again and closed my eyes but still listened to what they said. "Victoria Chase and her group put me in the locker. Everyone tells me the- lies. What they say about you are lies. That is not an opinion. It's the truth. Leo?" I heard Leo and Jack get up and leave. They left Frank behind to beat me up. "I told you we're not going to hurt you. If anything we're going to protect you. So please stop bieng so afraid." Frank said. He hadn't moved. I looked up. He was in the same spot as before. He seemed sad for some reason. He slid me the notepad. "Do you want to go somewere else? If so were?" I shook my head in a very ferice no. "Can I sit any closer without scaring you?" I wrote I'm not sure. Frank looked momentarily conflicted. "I'm going to come closer but you tell me when to stop okay?" I nodded my head and he slowly moved closer to me. At about a foot away from me I waved at him to stop. And he stopped. Maybe he wasn't going to hurt me. "Okay just let me know if you need me to move farther back. Okay?" I shook my head. I wrote down So you guys are really not going to hurt me. He smiled and nodded his head. For the first time that he said that I believed him. I believed that he wasn't going to hurt me. I wasn't so sure about the others but wierdly I trusted Frank. He was calm and it was contagious. Leo was loud and scary, Jack seemed nice but he still scared me. "Are you sure you don't want to go somewere else?" Frank asked again. I thought it threw this time and wrote down a diferent answer. I guess but I have no clue were we would go. Frank smiled as we both stood up. "I have an idea or two."