UNEXPECTED

Chapter 10

/Taehyung's POV\

A week already pass, but I still havent attend class, I just dont want to see Haneul with Bambam, it makes me jealous.

I know her for almost 17 years, I stared at our picture together when we were kids, its the same that she have on her wallet. She was my childhood bestfriend. I never expect to see her again after I went away.

I could never tell her that I was that guy, I never wanted her to see me only as her bestfriend, I want it more than that.

Seeing her cry in place where we first met breaks my heart, but my decision was right, going to abroad and study there is the least I could do, atleast now she could see me as some random guy, and she could love me and not think of me as her bestfriend.

I never expect her to be so pretty, her beautiful eyes, long hair, perfect nose, cute lips, and soft skin. She was the exact opposite when she was a kid, her messy hair and different colored braces. She's just so different from other girls.

I never wanted to act so mean to her but I just cant control my temper, seeing her with Bambam acting so sweet makes me so jealous. My heart crashes when I saw her cry while asking me at the rooftop. I dont want to tell her im jealous cause I know she only thinks of me as a friend but the way she cries, I know it means something, but I dont wanna be hurt anymore. I dont want to be hurt by someone I loved, like when my ex girlfriend, Becca cheated on me, I dont want it to happen again.

Becca was my first girlfriend, I met her abroad. She was pretty, blonde hair, and her attitude was just like Haneul's. They were almost the same, that what makes me fall for her. We've been together for 5 years but I never thought all those years, she had been cheating on me. I caught her making out with the guy who she told me was her ex. That time I realized she wasnt the one for me.

I met Haneul on the fountain at the park, I saw her playing with Bambam, looking at them made me so happy, cause my family never made me play outside of the house with just some random kids. Haneul suddenly fell to the ground and she started crying. When my mom wasnt looking, I quickly ran to her and helped her.

"Are you okay?" I asked her while trying to help her stand up. She nodded.

"Im Bambam, and she's Lalice, but call her Haneul. Im the only one who calls her that" Bambam introduces themselves.

"Call me Shin." I streched my arms and handshake with them. "Are you okay now Haneul? Here use this." I hand her a small handkerchief

She gave me big smile while accepting the handkerchief "Ne."

Her messy brown hair was tied in a two pigtails, her braces was in different bright colors. She was so cute when she was a kid, but among us she was the toughest one, that was the last time I saw her cry, so seeing her tears fell down makes me want to hug her.

Since we were little, Bambam knows that I liked Haneul. But she never knew cause I never told her. I never wanted to tell her cause I might end up in a friendzone. My feelings for her grew up even when I dont see her. I thought that if I went away, my feelings for her will change but it didnt, it even makes me fell for her as I started missing her.

Right now, I have no intention of telling her that im 'Shin'. Ill continue being me, being Kim Taehyung, who is not her bestfriend but a guy who she just met, a guy who fell inlove with his bestfriend whom he knows he could never have.