(WHOOOSHHH)
Tyler P.O.V
Deep breaths.
You can take it.
Breath.
Is This what he meant by catch my breath....
I got out of the car and looked over at Brendon who ripped the house key from a pocket in his jacket.
I walked into the building and when to our apartment door.
I dreaded that door.
I hated it.
I walked into the house and threw down my bag. I walked over to the fridge and grabbed and alcohol I could find. I drank all night nonstop.
Drown him.
Drown him out.
Take him out of my mind.
Even though I wanted to forget Josh. He would linger in my mind. That night, the passion iched on my neck as I got drunker. I sat in my room alone and cried holding myself.
I was dizzy.
My open window was the only light that was coming I'm my room, I walk to it. The wind seal.. I dangled my head out the window and looked at the ground.
I could end this.
I could go on.
I will go on...
I went to put my legs out and Brendon came crashing into the room.
"Hey Tyler-
He looked around, then to the window.
"TYLER NO!"
He ran to me and pulled me into his arms falling back.
I began to cry,
I'm sorry Brendon.
"Please...just...no-
I cut him off by grabbing his shirt and pulling him into a kiss.
He pushed away.
"tYLer!"
I'm sorry Brendon I'm sorry.
I'm drunk.
I don't know what I'm doing.
"Get some rest."
He carried me to my bed.
I fell sleep.
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Josh's P.O.V
I stood in the bathroom and I looked at the ceiling. Debby walked into my room with just a red shirt on and black short shorts.
Damn.
Wait..What.
Tyler was the only thing I can think about. I made him cry and that's all I can think of.
"Josh. Come play with me."
I shook, I walked over to Debby and I ran my hand down her thigh. I pulled away.
"Daddy, what's wrong. I thought you would miss me?"
She pulled her shirt up exposing her chest.
I felt my eye twitch, I got up and.
I'm done. I can't do this.
She dropped her shirt.
"Excuse me?"
I back away.
She pushed me down.
"That boy may have made you different but that's not going to stop me."
I pushed her away and I started to get mad.
Leave Debby.
"You really are a fag!"
