My Abused Alpha Mate

Chapter 2

Laira's POV

Recap......

I see red, I have the longing to feel the red liquid, the blood on my fingers, their blood......

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'Laira calm down! you don't need to do what I know you want to do!' Aries yelled at me

'Blood, I want blood, Aries let's get some blood' I said looking around, I can smell their warm blood rushing through their veins.

'Laira, that's enough!' She yelled at me

'No, blood is go- '  I was cut of by a painful sting on the side of my face, as I hear a gasp.

"Y-you have n-no right t-t-to yell at us!" A annoying voice yelled at me, I looked at the person who is right in front of me.

"My, my little Jessa, wrong move" I said my voice sounding raspy and different, a hint of amusement in it, I stared at her smiling evilly. Making her flinch and take a step back.

I took a step forward, eye's straightforward at her terror filled orb's. I feel my claws and canines elongate I stepped closer to her and this time she didn't step back she just stood there trying to look brave but her eyes say the other way around I am growling at her nonstop my canines blaring at her , I placed my long sharp clawed finger on her cheek slicing the skin a little bit, small blood of hers was getting out, I feel the liking of tearing her to shreds and her blood, ohh her blood such a beautiful color, makes me want to see more of it too. I raised my right hand ready to strike it down her scared face when a familiar voice spoke.

"Laira stop ,please" The voice has a pleading tone to it, even though I was too mad to even pay attention to her, I felt a small feeling of realization of what I was doing but I larger part was telling me to continue.

I turned to my shoulder still smiling evilly, but my smile dropped when I saw what was happening, Auntie Jackie being held by Uncle Leo (Jackie's Mate) and Samuel, her face showed fear, Tears seems to fall like a fountain, I remembered a time when she was like this when it was mother and father's funeral, wait mom and dad, oh no what have I become! they wouldn't like this they would be ashamed by me now.

I put down my hand and felt my claws and canines go back to the way they were, I can also feel my eyes turn back to my stormy gray ones, I breathed in a deep breath while a tear ran down my cheek, what just happened?, I had no idea what got  into me, I repeated the same words I wanted to say to my parents and the Moon Goddess personally in my head, I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry, but as sad at it is there not here.  If this happened to me in the past I would of broke down and cry my eyes out even in front of these people but no not today or any day I am not the girl before who cries every time someone mentions her dead parents, I wiped the stray tear and breathed in again, now I will face it and do whats right but how can I fix this if I was the one who messed up. I overreacted.

'No laira it wasn't your fault, it's theirs they pushed your buttons to hard oh right, your just being a good alpha to others' Aries said comforting me.

'Thank you, Ari' I said back.

I turned to Luna Jessa and see her collapse onto the ground, she fainted? wow I didn't know I can make people do that, I then turned to 'Alpha' Simon he was looking at us both, his eyes filled with shock, he turned to Luna Jessa on the floor then to me, then to Luna Jessa then to me, his face and eyes then showed anger as he glared at me, I felt anger of my own rise too, I too looked straight to his eyes and narrowed my eyes showing a bit of my anger. Man these people don't just stop making me angry.