Jacquees Dream Girl & Street World

Hiding The Feeling

Nesha POV-

Its been two weeks since I was release from the hospital. It's been hard on me though. No pain or anything. It's just I almost died in every time I close my eyes all I see is near death.

Jacques hasn't left my side yet. I guess you can say he lives with me. I'm not complaining though. I have grown upon him.

I keep telling myself its not love. But I feel like I'm lying to myself. So I'm slowly letting the feeling take over my mind.

My mom and dad have been gone awhile. I don't know what's going on. But I'm okay with them not being here.

"Nesha you coming man stop being a downer." Jacques said walking into my room.

He been trying to talk me into this party that's someone at my school is throwing. Me I don't know. I'm not the party going type. But I guess he not taking no as a answer.

"Jacquees I don't like parties though." I pouted.

"I got you ma." He said walking behind me and kissing my neck.

I don't know if where dating yet. Which is very frustrating. I just want to know if I'm putting all myself into him and he's wasting my time. Or is this a two way street. Cause I don't want to be hurt okay. I really don't.

"Alright Jacquees I'll go. But as soon as something I don't like happen. Or I see somebody I don't like where leaving." I said pointing a finger in his face.

"Alright."

Jacquees POV-

I just dropped Nesha off at Issa house. Jakayla over there. We all was keeping her around us. So if I wanted to take a break I'll leave her with somebody else.

I know y'all like why y'all treating her like a baby? Because we love her and we don't want her to get hurt. That's all.

I'm just going to get something to eat anyway. I can't just leave her over there. I be feeling like something gonna happen to her. I guess I do be around her a lot.  But its all out of love.

"Man sometimes I be feeling like she holding back." Issa said. I guess him and Jakayla having problems.

"What you mean I though y'all where so happy?" I said mocking him.

"I am I mean its like she hiding something." He said with a puzzle look on his face.

"Well have you asked her about it?"

"How are you suppose to asks about something like that?" He said smacking his lips mugging me.

"I don't know damn. Think. An next time don't asks me. Gone smack yo fucking lips." I said pulling up to BW3's mugging him.

Jakayla POV-

I think me getting into this mess is taking a toll on my body. Lately I have been feeling real sick. It's like I can't keep anything down.

The stress is to much.

I think Issa is starting to notice it. His attitude has change. Sometimes I wish he was like Jacquees and just asks me. Talk to me. But that's not going to happen. He probably already given up on me anyways.

"Kayla you alright? You zoned out on me for a minute." Nesha said sitting down by me.

"Huh umm yea just not feeling good." I said holding my stomach.

"You sure?" She said putting her hand on my back.

"Yea girl." I said laughing trying to brush off this feeling.

"Okay" she said looking at me in my eyes. I knew she knew I was lying.

"But what are you wearing tonight?" She asked standing up.

"I'm not going." I said.

"Where she not going?" Issa said with food in his hand.

"To the party."

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This character weak in all lol but I'm working on it.