Ana's POV.
Swiftly getting out of bed, going and jumping in his shower. Letting the warm water wash away the dream or at least that's the hope. Hearing the door open and close.
"Baby are you sure your okay?" He asks.
"I don't know half the time. My head is literally everywhere." I tell him through the shower curtain,"I feel guilt with each and every breath I breathe that I should be dead that I should be...." I can't stay strong anymore collapsing in the shower crying sobbing.
"Baby are you okay?" He asks opening the shower curtain,"I'm going to ask you honestly do you want to die?"
I don't answer staring at the floor gloomily, he looks at me turning the shower of. He scoops me out the shower carrying me out he wraps a fluffy towel around me, placing me on the bed I look up at him.
He gets down kneeling in front of me,"Baby I'm going to ask you again do you want to die?" He asks.
"I do but I wouldn't have the courage to kill myself, but if a car was coming at me in the road I wouldn't jump out of the way." He looks at me and his expressions saddens.
"Why do you feel like that?" He asks.
"I'm a monstro. Ever since I was bitten I had nothing but trouble. When I was training I lost control twice I bit my instructor twice. I killed Max stood by twice while Clary died." I sob,"When I was training I was constantly taunted burnt injured. Told I'm nothing. I can't do it anymore, I thought coming back would be easy but its so hard."
"Baby I promise it will become better." He says.
"Will it?" I add looking at him in his eyes.
He nods his head pushing me down to the bed giving me a cuddle, "Baby don't please don't ever think that."
"Are you sure you still want me?" I question,"Because if you don't then I will leave now." I cry.
"Shush I love you and I always have and will." He tells me.
"You're like a chocolate cake sickly sweet but oh so yummy." I smile and he chuckles at my analogy.
"Are you going to get dressed or am I dressing you?" He cocks an eyebrow.
"Yes you can." I say and see my suitcase and duffel bag in his room.
He grabs some of my underwear and pj's, done he slowly slides my panties on,"Would rather be taking these of." He mutters.
"I can hear that." Frowning at him.
"Well I would." He smirks putting on my PJ top and bottoms.
"Sure." Replying as he picks me up.
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Bitten love- book two -Desire of the moon
Hombres LoboShe's gone. Why'd she leave? Its been six months she isn't coming back and my pack needs a Luna. Her mom has no clue where she is and her father has disappeared doesn't surprise me though. I want her back. I want my Ana. Looking at the alpha work on...
