Frat.

VIII

{B's P.O.V}

Jimin had told me to wear something casual but not to casual. So formal. Arianna helped me decide on a black dress and shoes. I straightened my hair and did my makeup natural. I sat on the couch and waited for Jimin to come and get me while Arianna and Jungkook were sitting on the other couch, cuddling and watching TV.

I look at Arianna as there's a knock on the door. She laughs a little then gets up knowing that I want to make a dramatic entrance. Jungkook smiles at me as I get up and gives me and encouraging nod before I walk to the door. Arianna is standing in front of the door leaning against the door frame as she talks to Jimin. "I want her home by midnight."

"Don't listen to her." I say as I come up behind her and Jimin's eyes immediately go to me. He smiles at me widely and holds out the rose in his hand for me. I smile down at his hand and gently take it from his hand, our fingers softly brushing. I look at Arianna and she nods as I hand her the rose. Jimin nods his head towards the exit of our apartment and i walk side by side with him.

When we go outside I wait for him to lead the way to his car, and when we get to it he opens the door for me and I smile.

~

When I asked Jimin where we were going, he said that it was a surprise. We talked through out the car ride until he pulled up to a lake. We got out of the car and we met at the front of it, which he gently grabbed my hand, locked our fingers and started walking. He had set up a table for us, with a lot of food and candles and drinks. There's a nice view of the lake and the sun setting, with the pink/ orange horizon line. I stare at it in a daze and smile.

"Do you like it? I know it's not the best place to be-"

"No, Jimin its perfect." I smile at him and sit across from him and he sits as well.

"I made pasta since I know it's your favorite."

"How do you know that?" I laugh lightly at his blushing face.

"I had Arianna help me with the food and Jungkook help me with the place. I would take full credit, but that's not fair." He laughs and rubs at his cheek nervously.

"Well I like it." I blush slightly and grab the plate that Jimin handed me.

~

When we're done eating we decided to walk around the lake. We have been walking for about five minutes and no one has said anything.

I like the fact that he's trying. I like that he's owned up to what he' s done in the past and how he treated girls. He owned up to being a bastard and a fuck boy and realized he wanted to stop. Not only for me but for himself. He's proving himself tonight by even asking me on a date. He didn't have to ask Arianna and Jungkook for help but he did. He made an effort and that's the only thing I'll ever ask of him. I don't want him to change for me, I don't want him to act like something he's not. If after tonight he realizes that dates and shit aren't for him, then he can go back to sleeping around with countless of girls a week, but I wont be one of them. The last thing I need is to be involved in that.

I do like him a lot. When he's not being the cocky, hot headed, 'man slut' with a temper; he's sweet, funny, caring, shy and smart. I just wish he'd show that side to me more.

"B." I snap my head to him and hum in response as I take in his features. He's wearing a navy blue jacket that contains two pins on his left chest side, with a lighter blue button up, black pants with orange sneakers to match his hair. His hair is parted in the middle, slightly messy. He's staring at me with his brown eyes and he smiles, then it slowly fades. "I know you know this deep down, but I want to say this to you now. I don't know yet, if I can be in a relationship. I'm not used to opening up to people and showing my feelings unless it's anger or frustration or if i'm horny." He sighs after his last sentence and steps closer and cups my face in his hands. "But I want to keep going on dates with you because I like hanging out with you and holding your hand and watching you watch the sky. The thought of doing this with you twenty-four seven excites me and I want to. But I want to be the best person I can be when I do that. I want to be able to open up to you without me holding back. Like I'm doing right now. I trust you Burcin. A lot. You make it easy for me to trust you and that scares me. " He laughs. "Moral of what I'm trying to get at here is, Will you go out with me again another time?"

I laugh and nod. " I would love to Jimin." I say and lean up to kiss his cheek. I feel his cheeks puff up as I kiss his cheek. I pull away and he's smiling. He winks at me then leans in and softly kisses my lips. I kiss him back and rest my hands on his waist since his are cupping my face. I soft plump lips mold against mine and I can't help but wonder how his lips would feel all over my body. Subconsciously I pull him closer, our bodies pressed together.

He groans and pulls away only a little bit so he can talk. And as he does those beautiful lips brush mine. "B, I don't think you realize how many times I've wanted to fuck you."

please do.

"And it's taking everything in me not to take you right here on the grass. But I'm not going to because even I know that it's not the best to fuck on the first date. Plus I want to leave that special for us, so I'll wait a bit longer. So please, do not, for the sake if my sanity, do not put our bodies that fucking close because I will bust."

Oh. My. God. Did he just?

~

He still has our fingers locked as he leads me back to my apartment door. When we stand in front of it he spins around so we're face to face. He grabs my hips and leans me against the opposite wall. His face is only centimeters away from mine and he's staring down at my lips. "I meant what I said earlier. That I'm going to wait for the first time we fuck , because I do want you to anticipate it, imagine it. Imagine how it'll be." He says and leans into my ear.

"Because when it happens, It'll be way better than your dreams."

He kisses the side of my face, so slow and soft I think I can faint right then and there.

"Thank you for tonight B. I can't wait for his to happen again."

And with that he walks away. He doesn't look back until he's at the door that leads outside. When he catches me watching him, he smiles and winks, then walks out.

He drives me insane.