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{Jimin's P.O.V}

After Burcin walked out of the room, and out of the house I sat there for a good hour just thinking about what just happened.

Of course Jennie would come back when my life is getting better. The only thing that wasn't good in my life was my relationship with Taehyung. But now, B might believe that I'm a horrible person and will never want to see me again. 

That night was a mistake and I know that. If I could go back in time I would re-do that night all over again but I can't. 

I was under the influence. I was drunk off my ass, but Jennie wasn't. She was 100% sober, while I wasn't. I had about 7 drinks before I saw her in the kitchen and forgot who the hell she was. It wasn't until the next morning I knew I fucked up and wanted to re-do everything. I would never do that to Taehyung, my best friend, on purpose. But I know me being drunk is not an excuse and I need to pay for my mistakes. 

The thing is, in the morning I was the one who had to push her off. She woke up and still wanted to cuddle and I wasn't for that.  Yes, It was my fault that I approached her and that we had sex in the first place, but it was her fault she cheated on Taehyung. She knew what she was doing when she kissed me and knew what she was doing when I led her to my room. 

I plop down in the couch of the room and just stare up at the pool table. I run my hands through my hair frustrated and groan. If I had not taken a single sip of any drink that night I wouldn't have slept with my best friend's girlfriend. Truth is I haven't gotten drunk since that happened, about two weeks before we met B. 

I'm broken from my thoughts as Jungkook walks into the room, he doesn't have his keys in his hands so I'm assuming he's been home for a while now. He looks at me and sighs and plops down on the couch next to me, and I look back at the pool table.

"I drop B home about an hour ago. She's home already."

"Okay."

"I was checking up on Taehyung." He says and looks at me with a worried face.

I sigh and lean my head on the back of the couch and stare at the ceiling now. "Jungkook I know what I did was wrong. I was drunk and didn't even know that it was her. Please remember that she was still completely sober and-" 

"I know Jimin." Jungkook says and pats my thigh. "But Tae doesn't and you shouldn't be starting an apology to me, because you didn't sleep with my girl." He cringes at the thought.

"I wouldn't." I groan that he would even think I would touch her. 

"I know you wouldn't. You're a good guy, you just don't think when you're drunk and you really need to work on that." Jungkook says and stands up and reaches out for my hand. 

I grab his hand and he helps me up. We walk up our large steps then down the same hallway to the door across from mine. Taehyung's room. I sigh before Jungkook pushes me towards the door and I knock.  I hear an exasperated sigh then the door starts to turn. When he opens the door I know he already knows it's me because he just opens it then walks back to his bed. 

Jungkook gets tired of my waiting because he just pushes me into the room then closes the door behind me. I don't hear his footsteps walk away so I know he's standing outside the door just in case. 

It's quiet for a good five minutes until I get the courage to talk.

"Taehyung, you're my best friend. You have been since the fifth grade-"

"Then why'd you sleep with her?" He snaps his head to look at me and there's no hate in them. Just sadness and betrayal. And that hurts me more than hate. 

"I- I didn't think. You know how I am when I'm drunk. I don't think when I'm drunk. And if I had even remembered who she was I wouldn't have even gone up to her-"

"You being drunk is an excuse?" 

"No. I know it's not. I just, I can't stand you hating me-"

"I don't hate you Jimin. I'm just hurt and feel betrayed by you and her.She was.. She was my first love and I thought-" He just sighs and sniffs and looks down at his hands.

I walk over to him and hesitantly start to rub his back. He doesn't object my hand which makes me a tad bit happy. 

"She was sober that night." Taehyung starts and rubs his hands together. "She refused any of the drinks I offered her, that means she was sober when she.. when she had sex with you and that hurts even more to think that she willingly cheated on me and that just hurts more than thinking it was a drunken mistake." His voice cracks at the end and he puts his head in his hands, his elbows resting on his knees and I hug him close. I lay my head on his back as I rub it and try to soothe the pain we caused him. Even though I know it won't go away by just me rubbing his back. 

"Tae.. If I could go back I would fix this whole thing so fast  but I can't and I hate that." 

"I know." Taehyung sighs and wipes his eyes. "I know you wouldn't do something like that if you judgement wasn't clouded.  Until tonight I thought I couldn't hate her so I took all my anger out on you and I'm sorry for that."

"I'm still at fault, Taehyung." 

"I know you are. And it's gonna take some time for me to get back to how things were, but I want to try. You are my annoying ass little brother anyway."

"I'm older than you." I whined, already knowing where this was going.

"But I'm taller, and have way bigger hands." Tae says with a laugh. I groaned and leaned back on the bed with a soft laugh. "I'm sorry B found out, she'll come around."

"Hopefully." I sigh and he leans back on the bed with me.

"I know she really likes you, she will I know it." 

"I really like her too." I mumble.

"I know that too." He laughs lightly and looks at me with a small smile.

"I really am sorry Tae. I never wanted to hurt you."

"I know chimchim." 

~

It's been two days since Jennie came and ruined everything. B hasn't reached out to me or answered my texts. Obviously still thinking about what Jennie told everyone. 

I lay on my bed in the dark with my eyes closed. 

If anyone walked in they would think I was sleeping.

I heard the doorbell, and unfortunately, I was the only one home today. I contemplated leaving the person outside but thought that'd be rude so I got up. 

I ruffled my hair and jogged down the large amount of steps

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I ruffled my hair and jogged down the large amount of steps. I had on a white t-shirt and gray sweats. I open the door to see the back of a girl's head, she was about to walk down the steps.

B.

She turns around and looks me in the eyes for a few seconds before glancing behind me. I open the door wide and step aside for her to walk in. Once she's in the house I close the door and look at her. She's stares back at me with the same intensity.

"I love you." 



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